i so wanna get a new tattoo >.<

when can i ever get my tattoo done!?
)):
i so so wanna feel th pain again.

people say you get addicted to drugs.
i say, you get addicted to th pain!
((:

although it's really painful,
but i like th art piece.
<33
it's lovely.
i dunno wad to say to you guys about tattoo.
those who have it,
knows it.

anw,
some big shot came over to office today,
nd they're having a meeting,
for hours alr.
.. ..

but, tht's good news for me!
it means i can blog!
B L O G.
awww, i miss blogging.
there's alot of things to mention.
well, mostly, i've forgotten abt it.
oh well.

AH HA!
i know i know!
if i've gotten a new tattoo,
i'll definitely update every session of it.
LOL!
well, if only dada let me have them NOW.
ARRGH.
it was my fault anw.
blah blah blah.

anw, know why th sea's blue?
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because th fishes always,
blup blup blup.
(blue blue blue)

LOL!
so not funny right?
ERR,
i care alot?!
HAHA.
ciao~
im gonna be mad soon.
thanks for blogger man.
AHHHH~
na ni na ni pu pu.

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everything's gone wrong ):

i have been super short tempered recently,
nd i super hate it.

boyf's pathetic.
have to bear with all my nonsense.
it's as though he owe it to me.
BUT NO!
he doesnt owe me anything.
he doesnt have to take all this bullshit from me.

it's just tht working nd studying at th same time,
is so stressful.
my exams are just around th corner.
i doubt i can pass with flying colours.
wasted 500bucks.
D A M N.

i threw tantrum yesternight.
over things tht are,
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
damn minor.
boyf kept repeating,
"relax, darling.
relax, darling.
im here with you.
im here with you, darling.
dun cry, ok?"
nd you know wad i did?
i pushed him away.
i forbade him to touch me.

it wasnt his fault at all.
i threw everythng tht's on my bed,
to th floor.
&he just went to pick them up, quietly.
i think im crazy,
to treat my lovely boyf like tht.
i wasnt even angry with him at all.
he wasnt even th one who made me angry.
tsk tsk.

i feel like shit now.
i think,
im taking him for granted.
pms sucks to th core!
my tummy hurts,
menses cramp.
&ive been puking for th past two days.
wad th fuck is wrong with me?!

any little thing can make me tear.
like watching tv for example.
it was just someone feeling blessed,
nd i can actually cry over tht.
damn lame right?

&i was damn frustrated when i couldnt get hold of boyf this morning.
he has network problem from singtel.
but he did msg me.
it's just tht i didnt received them.
i felt damn "pek chek".
i actually cried while trying to reach him.
nd i think it's crazy.

S I G H.
life is so fragile.
boyf nd i,
we had a friend who died in sentosa yesternoon.
th lifeguards found him unconscious around 2.45pm.
he was taken to SGH nd pronounced dead at 4.20pm.
i believe he didnt wanna leave this world.
he's still so young .. ..
)):

anw, below's for tiffany.



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

dada .. ..
love love .. ..

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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rest in peace, demin.

my friend passed away yesterday.
he drowned.
it's so sad.
he was barely 18.
):

rest in peace,
demin.

email nd tattoo.

my friend sent me an email.

"you are th way you are because tht's th way you want to be.
if you really wanted to be any different,
you would be in th process of changing right now."

here's th story.

a boy was born to a couple after 11yrs of marriage.
they were a lovely couple nd th boy was th gem of their eyes.

when th boy was around 2yrs old,
one morning, th husband saw a medicine bottle opened.
he was late for work,
so he asked his wife to cap th bottle nd keep it in th cupboard.
his wife, preoccupied in th kitchen, totally forgot th matter.

th boy saw th bottle nd playfully went to th bottle.
fascinated by it's colour, he drank it all.
it happened to be a poisonous medicine,
meant for adult in small dosages.
when th child collapsed,
th mother rushed him to th hospital.

he died.

th mother was stunned.
she was terrified.
she doesnt know how to face her husband.

when th distraught father came to th hospital nd saw th dead child,
he looked at his wife nd said 5words.

now now,
wad were th 5words?

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th husband said,
"i am with you, darling."

th husband's totally unpredicted reaction is a proactive behavior.
th child is dead.
he can never be brought back to life.
there's no point in finding fault with th mother.
besides,
if only he had taken time to keep th bottle away,
this wouldnt have happened.

no one is to blame.
she had lost her only child too.
wad she needed at tht moment was
consolation nd sympathy from her husband,
nd tht is wad he gave her.

if everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective,
there would be much fewer problems in th world.

a journey of a thousand smiles begin with a single step.
this story is really worth reading.
sometimes, we spend time in asking who is responsible,
or whom to blame,
whether in a relationship,
job or with th ppl we know.
by doing this,
we missed out some warmth in th human relationship.

end of story.

th above are purely from th email.

anw, no more emo-ing.
i wanna have a new tattoo!!
((:
or rather,
i want to cover up my old tattoo!!
im craving for th pain.
holyshit!
i cant believe i just said tht.
LOL!

i know it's gonna hurt till i cry.
but it's th aftermath.
it's good to see something you love,
on your body.
isnt tht th case?
if not,
why would ppl want to have tattoo?
i believe it's not to make them look like gangsters.

it's not th "IN" thing now,
to look like hooligans.
whatever~

im blogging at this time because my manager's not around.
hahahahahhahahaahhaahhahahaahahahahaha.
ok, tht's how happy i am.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!
i bet you guys feel th happiness,
right?
(:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

dada .. ..
hug hug .. ..

dada .. ..
kiss kiss .. ..

dada .. ..
love love .. ..

dada .. ..
mwahs mwahs .. ..


dada .. ..
i love you ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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happy birthday qiu!!

happy birthday qiuyun!!
((:

i made a birthday card for her.
handmade ok!?!
((:
i hope she likes it.

we went downtown east to celebrate.
well, just a small celebration.
waishi drove us there (:
(it's cool to have a friend who drives!)
we were lost for awhile.
LOL!

anw, th initial plan was bowling,
then movie.
but you know lah,
things dun go th way you want them to be.
so in th end, we went arcade.
holyshit!
tht place reminds me of those secondary sch days.
we went to play DDR,
Dance Dance Revolution,
&bishi-bashi.
HAHA!
those were th days.

then after tht,
we played silent heart attack,
heart attack,
nd indian poker.
LOL!.
just to kill time.
because our movie was at BLOODY 2.50am.
-.-"

we watched,
"you don't mess with th zohans."
well, i think if i wasnt tht tired,
i might not have slept.
oops!
th show was funny,
but not as funny as i've expected.
i fell asleep like three times!?!
wai&qiu said get smart is nicer.
nd im so gonna watch it! ((:

after th show.
all of us,
i mean A L L,
cant wait to get home nd sleep!
LOL!

yawns*
come to think of it,
im sleepy now.
-.-"

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sucker! :D

i do not know why so many ppl think tht
th gucci wallet is a fake.
is it because they carry fake themselves,
cause they cant afford it,
or,
they're just plain jealous?

tsk tsk.
jealousy kills.

if you're carrying a F A K E gucci,
then dun go ard saying other's is fake.
well?

oh btw,
if you're really someone who D A R E to speak up,
then please leave your name or
smth tht can identify yrslf.
if not,
i think you can F U C K off from my blog.

"grade AAA un-authentic bags are from the US.
so quit arguing with me and
the cost of those fake wallets are around 200-300 too."

well, i didnt even argued with you.
are you insane or smth?
i totally loathe ppl like you.
&how do you know abt all these?
you buy them!?!
or are you th one who sells them!?!

gosh.
i feel so sad for you.
you cant even afford to buy a R E A L one.
it's really not th expensive anw,
&i F U C K I N G can afford it.
if you're jealous,
i suggest you go jump down th building or smth.
quit behaving like a child,
who cant get his/her lollipop(s),
&then cry like mad till your mother get it for you.

S U C K E R ! !
:D

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photos post.

this is gg to be a full of photos post.

LOL!

as mentioned,
th gucci wallet!!
((:

upon receiving it.


after tearing th wrapper.


after opening th box


& TA-DAH~


ok, i didnt take photo of th reaction
of th receiver.
because he's damn fake when smiling!
LOL!
he cant pose for my blog
>.<

hahaha.
i found some old photos lae.
want to see it?
LOL!















ok, i know they are small.
well, squint your eyes pls ((:

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new blog song.

how's my new blog song?
nice right?
LOL!
anw, i'll post th lyrics soon ((:

oh yar,
i wanted to post picture of th gucci wallet.
but you see,
im in my office.
&i forgot to bring th cable.
it's at home.
&i had tuition yesterday.
so .. ..
you know lah.
HAHA

to berdine:
im sry darling.
i forgot everything abt th quiz.
:p
im sure you wont mind right?
LOL!
((:
lovesloves.

oh yar,
you must be thinking why im so free to blog right?
you see th time?
im using my lunch time to blog!
((:
this shows my passion for blogging.
HEE.

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jurong east swimming complex.

boyf&i celebrated our anniversary at
JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX!!

hahaha!
somewhere different right?
yupp, it was special.
well fcos,
not only th both of us.
with my family&mom's ex-colleagues too.

hmmm,
no photos were taken.
cause we were busy playing?
LOL!
th lazy river was superb lah.
i almost drown, for alot of times.
eh, not because i want to act like im weak
in front of my boyf ok?
but you shld see th crowds lah!

im th best swimmer,
for those who learn by themselves.
i never had swimming lessons,
neither do i have a coach.
my dad was mine.

ok, back to th drowning part.
well, there's alot of ppl,
nd for those who has never been there before,
lazy river has a current tht will keep pushing you.
thus th name.
you can laze on your float nd it'll push you,
to wherever you want to go.
it was packed nd i kept falling down,
cause ppl's float will accidentally hit you,
&when i accidentally fell,
ppl start to push me.
&i wore my contacts ytd.
so, i cant open my eyes at all!!
yupp, tht was why i needa be saved.
hahaha!

boyf said ALL th indians populations were there ytd.
because there were many shadows.
according to him,
shadows = indians.
lmao.

oh yar,
boyf bought me a new ring!
new ring as in not a couple ring,
but a ring for myself!!
it has stone on it.
((:
&i bought him a GENUINE gucci wallet.
AH-HEMS!
(((:

overall,
ytd was great.
except for th aftermath.
well, i got burnt.
boyf & i got th equal amount of sunlight,
but apparently,
im th ONLY one who got burnt.
>.<

oh well,
there's only ONE thing good abt being burnt.
it's tht i dun have to put any make up!!
HAHAHA!
eh, tht's good ok!?!
tht means i have more time to sleep.
LOL!
&i look like a natural beauty now.
WEETS WEETS WEETS!!

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happy anniversary ♥

happy anniversary baby darling~!
♥

it took us a LOOOOOOOOONG way.
i hope this will continue,
till th day i say, "i do."
ii lubbx euu.
MUACKIIES!
HAHAHA!

sugar, oh honey honey.
you're my candy boy!
blah blah blah.

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sick )):

im sick.
sigh.

lady luck hasnt been smiling to me lately.
im sick on th busiest day of work.
i lost ALL TH WAY when i viwawa.

im sick, hungry nd helpless.
where were you when i need you th most?

you see,
things change when you're th one
who love th other party more.
i knew this day would come.
but i didnt know it'll come so soon.
i wasnt prepared for it.

guess i have to accept things th way it is now,
even though im unwilling to.

i must have been too demanding.
i must have been too selfish.
i must have been too controlling.
i must have been forking out too much.
i must have been changing too much.

i dun feel like myself anymore.
i cant sleep,
even after taking th medication,
which is suppose to make feel drowsy.

i feel terrible.
&i dun like this vulnerable feeling.
im strong.
whether it's in th past, present or future.

i wont depend on anyone,
anymore.

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mathematics.

i think everyone needs a maths session.

a man was travelling to kasoa.
at th bus stop,
he met a man with 7 wives.
each wife has 12 sons & 12 daughters.

each daughter of th man's wife has 4 sons & 7 daughters.
each son of th man's wife has 7 sons & 4 daughters.
each grand-daughter has 4 friends.

how many ppl got to kasoa?

well, apparently, i solved it.
now now, i wanna see who's as clever as me.
HAHAHA ((:

good luck everyone!!

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is there true love, or not?

this morning,
im so glad tht i wasnt late for work.
i went online,
&realise two of my friends,
broke up with their boyf ytd.
im not gonna name them,
in order to protect them.

tht was a saddening news,
&fcos, shocking.

th following may be contradicting,
to SOME.

i dun like break up(s),
&if this happens to me,
it must be im sick of changing for th r/s,
OR,
i dun love tht person anymore.

i mean im sure tht's wad everyone think,
when it comes to break up(s).

hmmm,
for th both of them,
it might be th feelings fade away,
OR,
it's th man's ego.

well,
i'd like to know,
wad can keep th feelings longlasting?
if th feelings fade away,
im sure both party have to be responsible for it.
im afraid it will happpen in my relationship.

&im sure there's no way
love will EVER remain th same.

if a person's love for you is constant,
you think it will fade away?

if a person's love for you keeps increasing,
will it decrease one day?

if you disappoint a person too much,
will tht person choose to leave you?

if you do not keep your promises,
will th relationship fall apart?

there are so many IF(s),
&possibilities.
is it a risk tht everyone MUST take?

sure,
i do agree tht being in love is blissful.
but wad abt out of love?
will life be th same?
if th person you had for yrs,
just left you just like tht,
will you know how to carry on with your life,
like how it was previously?

you have someone to share your happiness&sorrows with,
someone to accompany you when you're bored,
blah blah blah.
it's good though,
to have someone by your side.

but wad if everything goes wrong?
will th couple still feel as blissful?
will they do everything they can,
to salvage th relationship,
or to let it go?

there's a certain amount of sacrifices,
or rather, changes, tht you have to make,
to gain those happiness.
is everyone willing to change themselves
unconditionally for th one they love?

i doubt so.
if not,
there wont be break up(s)
or divorce(s).

true,
i do agree tht th above isnt th ONLY cause.
but, im sure they are th COMMON ones.

well,
i think i shld reconsider,
whether there's true love,
or not.

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random post

WOOTS!
im using th last 10mins to blog,
cause may say,
i havent been updating.
ROARS!
LOL!

anw, there's nothing much to say.
just tht i've been busy th WHOLE week.
there's like BLOODY alot of things to do at work.
but it's ok.
my company's helping us buy insurance.
hmmm, shld i let them?
well, elaborate more on monday.

oh yar,
did i mention im mahjong-ing with
waishi, may&xueli?
HAHAHA!
MAHJONG, I MISS YOU!!
WEETS!!

till later ppl!
P.S: i love darrell ♥

&can you believe it!?!
i only use 5mins to blog.
HAHAHA!
CIAO~

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babie's sick )):

sigh.
something's wrong with my dear babie.
)):

when he pee,
there's blood in it!
>.<
&he cant hold his bladder any longer.
he'll pee after a few hrs.
oh my, oh my.
wad's wrong with my son!?!
)):

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ever thine; ever mine; ever ours ♥

i made a BIG mistake yesterday.
&i think i must be stupid,
must be crazy,
must be out of my mind,
to say tht kind of things i've said yesterday.

everything was meant to be a surprise.
your surprises for me,
&mine for you.

well,
i guess i screwed everything up?
)):

this is wad boyf sent to me on sunday night,
meant for me to see on monday morning,
to take away my monday blues.

oh lover,
probably thinking why i nvr message you b4 i sleep ya? (:
well. you slept right away after sending me that message LOL.
you must be really tired baby.
shall drop you a testi den.
so you can read love when you reach your office haha.

my angel, my all, my very self.
can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine,
i not wholly thine - oh God,
look out into the beauties of nature and
comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything
and that very justly - thus it is to me with you,
and to you with me.
but you forget so easily that i must live for me and for you;
if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as i.
we shall surely see each other soon;
moreover, i cannot share with you the thoughts i have had
during these eight long months
touching my own life - if our hearts were always close together,
i would have none of these.
my heart is full of so many things to say to you -
ah - there are moments when i feel that
speech amounts to nothing at all -
cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure,
my all as i am yours.
your faithful darrell.

though still in bed,
my thoughts go out to you,
my Immortal Beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly
, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -
i can live only wholly with you or not at all -
yes,
i am resolved to wander so long away from you
until i can fly to your arms and say that i am really at home with you,
and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits -
yes,
unhappily it must be so - you will be the more contained
since you know my fidelity to you.
no one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - oh God,
why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men.
be calm - love me - today - yesterday -
what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine ♥
ever mine ♥
ever ours ♥

i wake filled with thoughts of you.
sweet incomparable ariel,
what a strange effect you have on my heart!
my soul aches with sorrow,
and there can be no rest for your lover;
but is there still more in store for me when,
yielding to the profound feelings which overwhelm me,
i draw from your lips,
from your heart a love which consumes me with fire?
we won't be meeting today;
i shall see you on tuesday den.
until then, mio dolce amor, a thousand kisses;
but give me none in return,
for they set my blood on fire.
Love, Me.

nd of course darl, (from me),
i won't screw it up.
i will always love you.
yesterday,
today nd tml ♥

im blessed to have you,
Darrell Lin Yanshi.
iloveyou.

if only i had a wish,
it is to never hurt you again.
im so sry.
♥

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happy 19th birthday, jordan (:

im sure you guys wanna know abt th
"TT FRI NIGHT CLUB BIG HOO HA DARRELL SHOULD NEVER GO
OR
TONG WILL BE SUICIDAL PARTY?"

hmmm,
it was alright lah.
it wasnt like wad i was expecting,
but overall,
it's still fun!!
((:

anw, im kinda like th photographer of th day,
since i was th only girl,
so yupp,
almost all th photos were taken by me.
but not too many.
LOL!

this is jordan,
th bday boy.



he cut his hair, you know?
previously he look like this.



kenneth&boyf.
boyf look as though he's sleeping
-.-"

kenneth, boyf nd shuen yew.
well, this photo is not taken on purpose.
kenneth attacked boyf when i press th button
>.<

ah-ha!
jordan's clever.
LOL!

top: boyf, andriel.
bottom: kenneth, jordan, mervin nd shuen yew.
mevin looks gay!
HOLYSHIT!
((:

boyf nd mervin.
look at th height difference!!

andriel nd th
thank-you-for-not-smoking
sign.

andriel, jordan nd shuen yew.
jordan's super drunk alr!
LOL!

andriel, jordan nd boyf.
they just love to make fun of jordan!
HAHAHA!

look at th smile on their face.
LOL!

now you guys know how they treat their friends.
HAHAHAHA!

ok,
im super tired yesternight.
having to wake up at 7.40 was dreadful.
well, i tried my best to open up my eyes.
th result?
pls scroll down
((:

my eyes can barely open!!
HAHAHA!
&&&, i fell asleep at th bus stop,
while waiting for th night rider.
boyf JUST took out his psp,
ZOOM!,
th bus just went past us.
i was =.=
&boyf was WTF!?!
so in th end,
TAXI!!
hahahaha.
i just couldnt take it anymore lah.
LOL!

okokay,
im ending th post with this picture.
(warning: diabetic patients,
please do not scroll down.
it's damn sweet!)

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i love you, baby ♥

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