sick )):

im sick.
sigh.

lady luck hasnt been smiling to me lately.
im sick on th busiest day of work.
i lost ALL TH WAY when i viwawa.

im sick, hungry nd helpless.
where were you when i need you th most?

you see,
things change when you're th one
who love th other party more.
i knew this day would come.
but i didnt know it'll come so soon.
i wasnt prepared for it.

guess i have to accept things th way it is now,
even though im unwilling to.

i must have been too demanding.
i must have been too selfish.
i must have been too controlling.
i must have been forking out too much.
i must have been changing too much.

i dun feel like myself anymore.
i cant sleep,
even after taking th medication,
which is suppose to make feel drowsy.

i feel terrible.
&i dun like this vulnerable feeling.
im strong.
whether it's in th past, present or future.

i wont depend on anyone,
anymore.

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