ever thine; ever mine; ever ours ♥

i made a BIG mistake yesterday.
&i think i must be stupid,
must be crazy,
must be out of my mind,
to say tht kind of things i've said yesterday.

everything was meant to be a surprise.
your surprises for me,
&mine for you.

well,
i guess i screwed everything up?
)):

this is wad boyf sent to me on sunday night,
meant for me to see on monday morning,
to take away my monday blues.

oh lover,
probably thinking why i nvr message you b4 i sleep ya? (:
well. you slept right away after sending me that message LOL.
you must be really tired baby.
shall drop you a testi den.
so you can read love when you reach your office haha.

my angel, my all, my very self.
can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine,
i not wholly thine - oh God,
look out into the beauties of nature and
comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything
and that very justly - thus it is to me with you,
and to you with me.
but you forget so easily that i must live for me and for you;
if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as i.
we shall surely see each other soon;
moreover, i cannot share with you the thoughts i have had
during these eight long months
touching my own life - if our hearts were always close together,
i would have none of these.
my heart is full of so many things to say to you -
ah - there are moments when i feel that
speech amounts to nothing at all -
cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure,
my all as i am yours.
your faithful darrell.

though still in bed,
my thoughts go out to you,
my Immortal Beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly
, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -
i can live only wholly with you or not at all -
yes,
i am resolved to wander so long away from you
until i can fly to your arms and say that i am really at home with you,
and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits -
yes,
unhappily it must be so - you will be the more contained
since you know my fidelity to you.
no one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - oh God,
why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men.
be calm - love me - today - yesterday -
what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine ♥
ever mine ♥
ever ours ♥

i wake filled with thoughts of you.
sweet incomparable ariel,
what a strange effect you have on my heart!
my soul aches with sorrow,
and there can be no rest for your lover;
but is there still more in store for me when,
yielding to the profound feelings which overwhelm me,
i draw from your lips,
from your heart a love which consumes me with fire?
we won't be meeting today;
i shall see you on tuesday den.
until then, mio dolce amor, a thousand kisses;
but give me none in return,
for they set my blood on fire.
Love, Me.

nd of course darl, (from me),
i won't screw it up.
i will always love you.
yesterday,
today nd tml ♥

im blessed to have you,
Darrell Lin Yanshi.
iloveyou.

if only i had a wish,
it is to never hurt you again.
im so sry.
♥

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