i have been super short tempered recently,
nd i super hate it.
boyf's pathetic.
have to bear with all my nonsense.
it's as though he owe it to me.
BUT NO!
he doesnt owe me anything.
he doesnt have to take all this bullshit from me.
it's just tht working nd studying at th same time,
is so stressful.
my exams are just around th corner.
i doubt i can pass with flying colours.
wasted 500bucks.
D A M N.
i threw tantrum yesternight.
over things tht are,
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
damn minor.
boyf kept repeating,
"relax, darling.
relax, darling.
im here with you.
im here with you, darling.
dun cry, ok?"
nd you know wad i did?
i pushed him away.
i forbade him to touch me.
it wasnt his fault at all.
i threw everythng tht's on my bed,
to th floor.
&he just went to pick them up, quietly.
i think im crazy,
to treat my lovely boyf like tht.
i wasnt even angry with him at all.
he wasnt even th one who made me angry.
tsk tsk.
i feel like shit now.
i think,
im taking him for granted.
pms sucks to th core!
my tummy hurts,
menses cramp.
&ive been puking for th past two days.
wad th fuck is wrong with me?!
any little thing can make me tear.
like watching tv for example.
it was just someone feeling blessed,
nd i can actually cry over tht.
damn lame right?
&i was damn frustrated when i couldnt get hold of boyf this morning.
he has network problem from singtel.
but he did msg me.
it's just tht i didnt received them.
i felt damn "pek chek".
i actually cried while trying to reach him.
nd i think it's crazy.
S I G H.
life is so fragile.
boyf nd i,
we had a friend who died in sentosa yesternoon.
th lifeguards found him unconscious around 2.45pm.
he was taken to SGH nd pronounced dead at 4.20pm.
i believe he didnt wanna leave this world.
he's still so young .. ..
)):
anw, below's for tiffany.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
dada .. ..
love love .. ..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
teo-wantong.blogspot.com♥nd i super hate it.
boyf's pathetic.
have to bear with all my nonsense.
it's as though he owe it to me.
BUT NO!
he doesnt owe me anything.
he doesnt have to take all this bullshit from me.
it's just tht working nd studying at th same time,
is so stressful.
my exams are just around th corner.
i doubt i can pass with flying colours.
wasted 500bucks.
D A M N.
i threw tantrum yesternight.
over things tht are,
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
damn minor.
boyf kept repeating,
"relax, darling.
relax, darling.
im here with you.
im here with you, darling.
dun cry, ok?"
nd you know wad i did?
i pushed him away.
i forbade him to touch me.
it wasnt his fault at all.
i threw everythng tht's on my bed,
to th floor.
&he just went to pick them up, quietly.
i think im crazy,
to treat my lovely boyf like tht.
i wasnt even angry with him at all.
he wasnt even th one who made me angry.
tsk tsk.
i feel like shit now.
i think,
im taking him for granted.
pms sucks to th core!
my tummy hurts,
menses cramp.
&ive been puking for th past two days.
wad th fuck is wrong with me?!
any little thing can make me tear.
like watching tv for example.
it was just someone feeling blessed,
nd i can actually cry over tht.
damn lame right?
&i was damn frustrated when i couldnt get hold of boyf this morning.
he has network problem from singtel.
but he did msg me.
it's just tht i didnt received them.
i felt damn "pek chek".
i actually cried while trying to reach him.
nd i think it's crazy.
S I G H.
life is so fragile.
boyf nd i,
we had a friend who died in sentosa yesternoon.
th lifeguards found him unconscious around 2.45pm.
he was taken to SGH nd pronounced dead at 4.20pm.
i believe he didnt wanna leave this world.
he's still so young .. ..
)):
anw, below's for tiffany.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
dada .. ..
love love .. ..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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