Sunday, July 04, 2010




I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night.
How pictures never change but the people in them do.
How your best friend can become your worst enemy or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend.
How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back.
How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without.
How even though you know something is best for you,
it hurts just the same.
How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you,
think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare.
How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.
How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.


After awhile,
you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive.
No one is ever going to always be there,
no matter what they say or what they promise.


It hurts to know you'll never remember the things I'll never forget.


Sometimes life is like a dream.
Sometimes dreams aren’t what they seem.
Sometimes laughter can heal your heart.
Sometimes it’s laughter that breaks it apart.
Sometimes the world goes faster than you can go.
Sometimes even fast is still too slow.
Sometimes going home is the only thing on your mind.
Sometimes home is the only place you can’t find.
Sometimes you are too tired to sleep.
Sometimes you are too sad to weep.
Sometimes freedom holds you back.
Sometimes a wedding dress is black.
Sometimes loneliness is what you need.
Sometimes there’s a harvest without a seed.
Sometimes darkness can be too bright.
Sometimes rain gives you delight.
Sometimes you think you understand.
Sometimes you know you really can’t.
Sometimes what sets you free are restrictions.
Sometimes what makes most sense are contradictions.


I’d rather be physically hurt than emotionally,
because you can put a band-aid on your finger but you can’t put one on your heart.


You know you really love someone when you don't hate them for breaking your heart.


I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everything else does.


Will you love me tomorrow?
The day after?
All the time?


People change.
And often, they become the person they said they will never be.


Life can get you down but you just gotta get up and keep fighting.


Why do all girls seem to fall for their friend at one point or another?
It’s cause we see a great person,
someone who knows us inside out,
someone who’s been there when we were down,
someone who knows what makes us laugh and what makes us cry,
someone who cares.
We see the perfect guy in our friend.
But what we don’t see is that as soon as we take that next step,
he will turn into someone we never knew at all;
he’ll turn into the typical guy and it will all end.


I love the way you pick me up and spin me round and round.
I love the way you hold my hand no matter who’s there.
I love the way you say my full name when you’re mad.
I love the way that you tilt my chin just enough to kiss me.
I love the way your arms fit perfectly around my waist.
I love the way you say I love you like no one else does.
I love the way you let me sleep on your shoulder when I’m tired.
I love the way you brush my hair out of my face.
I love how we can talk and exchange banter about everything under the sun.
I love the way you love me.


The next thing i knew he was holding my hand and looking right in my eyes.
My heart stopped.
It just stopped beating.
And for the first time in my life,
I had that feeling.
You know,
like the world is moving all around you,
all beneath you,
inside you,
and you’re floating.
Floating in mid air.
And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes.
They are connected to yours by some invisible force,
and they hold you fast while the rest of the world spins,
and twirls,
and falls completely away.


Communication.
It’s the first thing we really learn in life.
Funny thing is,
once we grow up,
learn our words and really start talking,
the harder it becomes to know what to say.
Or how to ask for what we really need.


It takes a strong heart to love.
But it takes an even stronger heart to love after it has been broken.


I think one of the worst feeling ever is wondering how things could have,
would have or should have been.


Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time just to see if it will all be worth it in the end.


I hope that you will remember me the way I remember you - as someone wonderful, someone perfect.


Sometimes it gets hard to trust anyone when everyone you ever opened your heart to,
has let you down.


Only someone who had once tried their best holding on,
have the right to deserve something better.



When you feel like giving up,
just remember why you held on so long in the first place.


Sometimes, no matter how long or how hard you’ve loved someone,
they’ll never love you back.
And it’s sad,
but no matter how much it hurts,
you have to move on and be okay with that.


I only have two words for you:
I’m done.
After everything I’ve done for you,
every chance that I gave you,
you still broke my heart again and again.
Every single time.
But it’s over now.
Finally I’ve realized that I don’t deserve this and honestly,
you don’t deserve me either.
I still love you and I probably will for a long time,
but I can’t stay here anymore.
It hurts too much.
I guess this is moving on.


I don’t want someone because I’m scared of the ending.
I’m scared to fall in love again,
open up completely,
and then just get shut out.
It’s not a completely irrational fear.
You give your heart away and you eventually you’ll get it back.
But that one little piece is always going to be missing.
Everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him,
and at the end of it all,
what’s left?


It has taken me a while,
but I’m learning that letting go of the past is a good thing.
It doesn’t mean forgetting,
it just means moving on.
Because the fact is,
we can’t enjoy the present,
and embrace the future when we’re still stuck in the past.


Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely.
Loneliness is the human condition where no one is ever going to fill that space.
The best you can do is know yourself and know what you want.


I don’t think it’s selfish to want someone to need you.
All you are guilty of is the desire for love.
Something that everyone deserves.


Sometimes I think this is what life is all about - hanging on when your heart’s had enough,
and giving more when you want to give up.


One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones,
knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,
knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.











Someone come and save my life.




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