Some days,
the fact that you can still make me laugh,
even when my insides are crying,
reminds me of exactly why I fell in love with you in the first place.
Time isn’t about the days.
It’s about how eager you are just to see that one person.
To feel that tension,
to feel the spark.
It’s about when you’re together in one place and never want that moment to end and you don’t want them to leave ever again.
Sometimes,
no matter how long or how hard you’ve loved someone,
they’ll never love you back.
And it’s sad,
but no matter how much it hurts,
you have to move on and be okay with that.
There’s some things I regret,
some words I wish had gone unsaid.
Some starts that had some bitter endings.
There’s some mistakes that I have made,
some chances I just threw away.
Some roads I never should’ve taken.
Some pages turned,
some bridges burnt.
But there were lessons learnt.
It’s okay.
It’s okay to want someone you can’t have.
It’s okay to want something more.
It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt,
and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you.
Believe it or not,
it’s always going to be okay.
That’s just how it works.
Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to,
and most of the time,
it seems like they never will.
But eventually,
everything is going to iron out some way or another.
You just have to believe,
keep your faith,
and move on.
If I could be with anyone,
it'll still be you.
Do you know why the wedding ring is placed on the fourth finger from the thumb on the left hand?
Because it is the only finger that has a vein that’s directly connected to our heart.
Loyal people aren’t naturally loyal.
They just know how important it is to keep commitments.
When I tell you I love you,
I don’t say it out of habit or to start a conversation.
I say it to remind you that you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I don’t think people are meant to be by themselves.
That’s why if you actually find someone you care about,
it’s important to let go of the little things,
even if you can’t let go all the way.
Because nothing sucks more then feeling all alone,
no matter how many people are around you.
If one day you notice we haven’t talked in a while,
it’s not because I don’t care anymore.
It’s because you pushed me away.
I want to be the smile,
the first thought,
the long drive,
the short walk,
the last voice,
the random call,
the sweet dream,
the perfect kiss,
the comfort hug,
the sparkle in your eye.
I want to be everything you need,
or simply just what you want.
I want to be yours.
Maybe I am scared because you mean more to me than anyone else.
Maybe I am scared because you touched my heart in a way that no one has ever did.
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you,
how good you look when you smile,
and how much I love your laugh.
I daydream about you every moment,
replaying pieces of our conversation,
laughing at funny things that you said or did.
I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me.
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.
I can’t wait to see you again and I wonder what will happen the next time we are together.
I really hope you know how much I cherish the time that we get to spend together.
Don't you dare sit there and tell me that I didn't try.
I did.
Sometimes,
people play hard to get because they need to know if the other person’s feelings are real.
I think it’s pretty much impossible to forget someone who was once the reason for the smile on your face.
You can’t just forget someone like that.
If you’re looking for reasons not to love somebody,
you’re probably going to find them.
But sometimes,
we need to give in and let our hearts get what they deserve.
There are two things in life that should never be broken;
hearts and promises.
The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore.
It’s caring about someone,
wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago.
The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you.
The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone.
It is feeling the same as you ever did,
even though you know you shouldn’t,
because he doesn’t anymore.
There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown,
things you wish you never asked,
never saw,
never heard,
and never even felt.
You may feel alone when you’re lying in bed,
or cry yourself to sleep.
But always remember that your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet,
and, someday,
you will be loved.
A: I never meant to hurt you.
B: That doesn't really matter, cause in the end, it all hurts the same.
Love:
When everything just feels right when you’re in the person’s embrace.
It’s after you’ve had a bad day and that person is the first person you want to talk to and when you have good news or are excited about something,
that person is the first person you want to tell.
It’s waking up and having that someone as the very first thought in the morning.
And when you to go bed at night,
he is the last thing on your mind.
And when both of you are together,
the time goes by too fast and you never want to go.
Love is when no one else can hurt you more,
but no one else can make you happier at the same time.
Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me,
maybe I was asking you to understand.
Because for so long I’ve been hurt,
and for so long you’ve ignored it.
And maybe it is bad timing,
but maybe i don’t care.
I’ve been here all along,
just waiting,
waiting for you to notice,
waiting for you to care.
Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too.
But you haven’t,
and maybe you never will.
Or maybe you’re afraid to.
But it all hurts the same and in the end,
I’m the one who’s left broken and crying myself to sleep.
So screw the bad timing.
I’ve loved you then,
like I love you now,
like I probably always will.
He’s been a major part of your life,
of course you’ll miss him;
it’s perfectly normal.
It’s like getting a tooth pulled out;
after the dentist pulls it out you’re relieved.
But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was?
Probably a hundred times a day.
Just cause it was hurting you doesn’t mean you don’t notice it.
It leaves a gap and sometimes,
you feel yourself missing it terribly.
It’s going to take awhile,
but it takes time.
Should you have kept the tooth?
No, cause it was causing you pain.
Pulling the tooth was the right decision,
but it’s going to hurt.
Have you ever sat there and wonder,
"Why am I still here?
I don't even want to be here.
I haven't wanted to be here for so long.
What's keeping me here?"
Then you realised the answer is, "Nothing."
And that scares you even more than the fact that you don't want to be here anymore.
If it hurts this much,
then it must be love.
Don’t you hate that?
Like for all that bad guys who broke your heart,
you just want to get over them and to have them out of your life.
But as soon as you stop thinking about them,
they’ll text or call you,
and you’ll be reminded of him again.
It’s as though they know you stopped thinking of them.
It’s like a radar.
For some,
they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person.
Most relationships tend to fail.
Not because the absence of love.
Love is always present.
It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough.
Love is such a strong word.
When we were just little kids,
we always thought that love was about hugs,
kisses and happiness.
But as we grow older,
we’ve also come to realise that love isn’t just about happiness;
it’s also about rejections, tears and riding through the pain that each heartache brings.
If you could read my mind,
you'd be in tears.
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