Please know that no matter what happens between us,
I will always love you.
You'll always be my favourite;
my number one.


I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid.
Who won’t baby me with his words.
A boy who will still give time to his friends.
A boy who will tell me ‘no’.
He will watch stupid movies with me,
but makes me watch his favourites also.
A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me,
but knows when to let it be.
A boy who will know he’s important to me,
but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out.
A boy who won’t mind my country urges,
but will laugh at me when I pretend to be a cowboy.
I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at,
he doesn’t have to be gorgeous,
I just want someone who I can pay attention to.
A boy who will randomly bring me food,
because he knows I love to eat.
A boy who can make jokes about me,
a boy that I can laugh with.
Someone who won’t mind even when I embarrass myself.
A boy who will buy me something,
something I would actually want,
none of that jewellery crap.
Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask,
but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there.
Someone who I don’t feel threatened by.
A boy who has other friends that are girls,
but I can trust him with them.
A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits.
A boy who I can just sit with.
I don’t need the whole fairytale deal;
I just want to feel comfortable.


Sometimes I want someone to just hold me when I need it.
Not a hug, but just hold me,
you know?
I need someone to actually love me for once in my life.


I woke up this morning and I just hated everything.


You’re everything I’ve wanted.
You’re beautiful.
You’re reckless.
And a little sad.
You know it’s the sadness that got me right from the start.
I wanted to make it go away,
and for a time I thought I had.
It’s pretty stupid, huh?
You like the sadness.
You cling to it,
and in the end it will be all you have.


I believed in you when you failed to see yourself.


You live and you breathe and then you die.
In between,
if you’re lucky,
you fall in love.
Some love stays forever,
others are lost in only a day.
But it’s still there,
underneath all the hurt and pride and years.
If it’s true love,
it’s never forgotten.
So when someone says they’re in love,
don’t tell them they can’t be.
Don’t say they’re too young,
or it’s too soon.
Love knows no age or length of time.
Love is a feeling, deep in your heart,
that squeezes you tight and you never want to let it go.


Most people love you for who you pretend to be.
To keep your love you keep pretending;
preforming.
You get to love your pretense.
It’s so true,
we are locked inside and image,
an act.
And the saddest thing is,
people grow attached to their masks;
they love their chains.
They forget all about who they were and if you try to remind them- they hate you for it.
They feel like you’re trying to steal their most prized possession.


Goodbyes make you think.
They make you realize what you have had and what you have lost;
and what you have taken for granted.


But unlike you,
I can't just walk away.
I can't simply forget what we had.
It’s not that easy for me to let go of something that was such a huge part of my life.
I guess it really mattered to me.


Sometimes you can’t see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others.


I want people to feel an immediate happiness and cheerfulness when they are around me and to make a difference in someone’s life.
I want to make an impression in someone’s life,
so that even though I may be delicate and fragile,
my footprints are permanent within the hearts of the ones I’ve touched.


It’s funny how big of an impact you have on me.
It’s like when I see you,
you don’t even have to speak,
all you can do is smile,
and it can make my day,
and then that’s how I remember my reasons for loving you.


Just tell me it will be alright.
I promise I'll believe you.

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