WARNING:
THIS IS GOING TO BE A VERY AGITATED POST,
PERHAPS WITH A LOT OF VULGARITIES.
IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO READ IT,
OR YOU THINK YOU MIGHT FEEL OFFENDED,
PLEASE DO NOT READ IT!




(NO ONE WILL BE PROTECTED IN THIS ENTRY!)









































as what i've mentioned above,
this is gg to be a super agitated post.
&th people that im mentioning are,
Simone, Azera, Charlene and Azura.












first & foremost,
im gg to tell everyone the WHOLE story.
(i dont fucking care if you're not interested.)



it happened somewhere during september (or is it late august??) 2008.
charlene was planning for my birthday.
we've decided to have a potluck party at my house.
blah blah blah.
then i think one week before,
azera told me tht she couldn't go
because it's the fasting month and
she needs to help her grandma to break fast.
after tht,
one or two days later,
simone told me tht she can't go either.
because of her brother's commissioning.

...
...
...
...

there was like 4 ppl in our clique.
(simone, azera, charlene nd i)

so i told simone tht the party is cancelled.
YES, CANCELLED.
since there's only charlene nd i,
we've decided to celebrate it outside.
then simone said i shldn't cancel the party just because
azera and her cant make it.

DUH~!
left the two of us only can!?!!
so i called her,
AND I ADMIT I WAS HARSH.
FUCKING HARSH.
i raise my voice at her and
said tht
"I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR BROTHER'S COMMISSIONING."
then i hanged up.

YES,
I KNOW I WAS A BITCH TO SAY THT.

can anyone understand tht,
last year,
it was th BLOODY FUCKING first year
im gg to celebrate my birthday with them!!?!
(after being friends for 7/8 yrs?)
it's not tht they cant remember my birthday,
it's tht i NEVER and DON'T celebrate it.


so,
when charlene took the initiative to plan,
i was over the moon.
perhaps my expectation of them was too high.
and so,
simone started to private her blog.
i dont see her online on msn anymore.
perhaps she has blocked me,
idk.
&im not invited to her private blog.
my first thought was not,
"is she angry with me?"
it was,
"Simone, why you never invite me? );"
after tht,
i thought she forgot to invite me,
so i blogged saying SMTH LIKE,
"Simone,
did you forgot to invite me or you purposely don't want to invite me?"
I SOMPAH I WASN'T BEING SARCASTIC.

after tht,
azera told me she needs time to sort out some things.
so i thought it was kenny's stuffs.
BUT I WAS WRONG!

they started gg out without me,
&they meet up more than usual!
this wasn't the most disappointing one.
i've realised tht azura has been talking about
calculating money for present.



EH, AZURA,
PLEASE KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BEFORE COMMENTING ON ANYTHING LUH!
SIMONE WAS THE ONE WHO CALCULATED IT FOR ME OK!?!?!
DON'T FUCKING BE A SMART ALEC.



this was between an msn convo between simone and i.
i do not have the history because it has been deleted.
&i do not remember if i told charlene.
BUT I KNOW I BLOGGED ABOUT IT BEFORE!!

CLICK HERE!!



i wasn't the one who calculated it, Azura.
please, stop maligning me.
&don't fucking tell me you're not talking about me!



th following was taken from azera's blog's tagboard.

17 Mar 09, 22:17

Azura: anyway, u swarm contributiong to my bday gift?
shall i calculate how much u guys can contribute to make my gift complete?

18 Mar 09, 10:58

M.: shut ur traps, stop being a b1tch.
GROW UP MAN!
get a life man, stop harping on it..

19 Mar 09, 09:39
simone:
hahahahahha! if not what? not gonna be our friend ):

19 Mar 09, 14:08

M.: eh pls, i dont even know u.
do u think i will care to be your friend ?
HAHAHA JOKE.
you working in a circus right ?
cos u sound like a clown.

19 Mar 09, 23:16

simone: my message was directed to azura btw,
and like you said,
i do not know you how on earth did you get the idea i was bothered to reply a dumbo?

19 Mar 09, 23:21

azera: is M stupid or what?
since when we noe such person and y is this person/alien angry..
reply on wrong tag board ah?
or is this M person who i think IT is?
haiz...

19 Mar 09, 23:22

simone: seriously i dont know who's the joke now man,
tagging like a coward, and assuming like a dumbo,
and still is obvious in showing her apparent identification!

19 Mar 09, 23:24

azura: M seems to want to join swarm huh?
Maybe M can decide what she wants to get and
I can calculate how much we each need to contribute.
Chill, M.

19 Mar 09, 23:26
azura: Anyway Simone,
let's not get all worked up with M.
Maybe she is a lonely girl who wants to make friends.
Her approach is abit odd though....
M can fill up the application form to join SWARM

19 Mar 09, 23:37

simone: azura, im not worked up leh,
i m just super confused as to why,
out of nothing, there was something. anyway,
she can continue the stupid 'joke' she mentioned that never exists, i'm out.

20 Mar 09, 00:55

azera: me too..
i was just left confused...(??)

20 Mar 09, 11:52

M.: well, no thanks man, join SWARM ?
too much fatso, i dont think im fit to be in your whatever SWARM ?
and anyw, if u guys think that im that 'you-know-who'.
hmm, maybe to ur disappointment,
no im not

20 Mar 09, 11:53

M.: her. check me out at wisdom-oflove.bs..
pls dont assume. a grp of dogs.
get the pic right befor you start barking.




BLOODY HELL!
I DIDN'T QUIT BEING YOUR FRIENDS OK!!
YOU GUYS WERE THE ONES!
FUCK YOU,
YOU,
&YOU!!!!



&WHAT'S WITH SAYING THT M IS AN ALIEN?!
YOU EVER SEE AN ALIEN TAGGING A TAGBOARD!!?!
ROFLMAO!!




TELL ME PEOPLE,
DID AZURA THOUGHT I
WAS THE ONE WHO CALCULATED THE MONEY!??!!
TSK TSK,
SOMEONE WASN'T BEING HONEST ENOUGH MAN.


because, obviously,
you guys have been harping on it since idk when.
&idk when you guys are gg to stop all these.
I know I've said things tht hurt Simone.
&IM FUCKING SORRY ABOUT IT!
what else do you guys want from me!!?!



DISCLAIMER:
IM NOT TRYING TO CAUSE ANY CONFILCTS BETWEEN YOU GUYS,
I JUST WANT THE TRUTH TO BE KNOWN!







if you guys are reading my blog,
M is May.
she is my friend.
Not any alien or what you guys are talking about.
&simone,
you've replied may,
which you said was a dumbo.
meaning you actually bothered to reply her.
whatever~




WAH!
I CANNOT BELIEVE I FEEL FUCKING GOOD NOW.
&YES,
I KNOW I'VE SAID ALOT OF FUCK(S).
BUT, WHO CARES?!!?
THIS IS MY NEW CATCHPHRASE.





I HOPE THIS WILL BE THE FIRST AND THE LAST TIME
IM TALKING ABOUT THIS,
NAMING THE PEOPLE INVOLVED,
IN MY BLOG.






Thank You Very Much For Your Patience.
Super Unhappy Is It?
Please Note That There Is A tagboard At Your Left Hand Side.
(:

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