Wednesday, September 10, 2008

the only thing that matters to me now, is seeing you happy.


*i wish there was a more elegant way of saying;
"i miss you."
because it feel so much more complicated
nd involved than just those three words.


*i guess i just want you to know tht
im not holding you to anything we may have said in th past.
i want you to live your life
nd be happy nd enjoy everything tht goes along with tht.
sometimes you make a promise
nd you mean it at th time,
but then life gets in th way
nd makes it impossible to keep.


*do not think tht love,
in order to be genuine,
has to be extraordinary.
what we need is to love
without getting tired.


*maybe crying
is a way of cleaning yourself out emotionally.
or maybe it's your communication of last resort,
th only way to express yourself when words fail.
th same as when you were a baby
nd had no words.


*i gave you everything about me.
i gave it to you in bits nd pieces.
maybe you didn’t realize how big a change this was for me,
but i sure did.


*i come in here,
i sit in silence
nd hear th echoes of who we used to be.
nd so i wish for patience,
grace nd strength to let him be happy.
mostly i pray for strength to not make his life worse
because of what i want.
tht’s th toughest part,
letting go,
you know?
tht’s th part of grace tht really sucks.


*it's his eyes, no, his smile,
maybe it's his personality,
or tht body,
or probably tht adorable laugh.
i guess it doesn't matter why i like you,
it just matters how much i do.


*you know,
sometimes i just sit in my room nd think about
what it would be like if i had never met you.
or if i had spent my time with anyone else.
i came to think tht it just wouldn't have
meant as much to me.


*i know how it feels
to be on th edge of your bed.
your head buried in your hands,
tears running down your face,
wishing everything would just end.


*there are two ways to look at life,
you can complain tht roses have thorns
or you can be happy tht thorns have roses.


*it may have been in bits nd pieces,
but i gave you th best of me.


*we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow.
we cry to see who will wipe away our tears.
we let our hearts get broken to see
who will come & fix them.


*nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting.
we could be standing next to somebody
who is completely broken,
nd we wouldn't even know.


*i'll take you over any box of chocolate,
single rose or diamond ring.
because to me,
you are my everything.


*just close your eyes
nd pretend it's all a bad dream.
that's how i get by.

*everyone's going to hurt you sooner or later.
you just have to decide
who's worth going through th pain.


*in a relationship,
i only want 3 thing.
eyes tht won't cry,
lips tht won't lie
nd love tht won't die.


*one of th hardest moments in life is
deciding whether you should give up or try harder.


*if every word i said made you smile,
i'd talk forever.


*love?
it's kind of complicated
but i'll tell you this.
th second you're willing to make yourself miserable
to make someone else happy,
tht's love right there.


*i will always remember our first night together.
lying on your chest nd feeling your heart beat,
nd thinking tht's where i belong.


*take your time,
take your sweet time.
im not going anywhere,
but i might.
you should consider th fact tht i can leave you,
anytime tht i want,
but maybe not just yet.


*you change for two reasons.
either you learn enough tht you want to,
or you've been hurt enough tht you have to.


*because i know you're too good to be true.
i must have done something good to meet you.


*no matter how much time goes by,
you'll never forget th first time he looked at you
nd how you fell in love.


*prove me wrong.
show me you're different.
look me in th eyes.
grab my hand,
randomly kiss me,
smile,
make me laugh,
joke around with me.
but baby,
most of all,
just care about me.



i love pizzahut boy!
september fifteen two thousand seven

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