nothing last forever.

im sad,
really sad.
dun ask me why,
i wont tell.

there's a saying,
which i felt it's so true.
"nothing last forever."

TSK!
sometimes i really hate myself.
you made me feel inferior,
&i cant seems to understand you anymore.
i've changed,
you too.
you've changed to someone i dun like.
but tht doesnt mean i hate you.
im just puzzled by th changes.
it's too sudden,
like overnight.
);

humans do change,
i believe.

oh well,
all up to you.

i fell down this morning in my room.
th aircon is leaking
-.-"
&to stop myself from falling backwards,
i fell on my right kneecap,
STRAIGHT.
it hurts lah!
&i feel like crying.
cause it only makes me feel like a loser.
who would fall down early in th morning?
im damn unlucky can!?
sigh.
im alr feeling lousy for th whole of ytd,
&to fall down in th morning,
doesnt make me feel any better.
>.<

IF there's really God,
then are you watching over me?
or you love to see me being tortured?
THANKS AR!

LIFE SUCKS!
I HATE TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD,
REALLY.
I WANT TO DIE.
IS THERE ANY WAYS TO MAKE IT FAST ND PAINLESS?
SUGGESTIONS PLEASE.
NO?

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a series of unfortunate events.

U
N
L
U
C
K
Y

this is th word to describe me over th weekends.
sigh
im damn suay can!?!

on friday.

my menses SUDDENLY came.
&GREAT!
i was wearing my favourite g-string.
-.-"
thanks ar.

&then,
babie had ticks for th past week.
&i had some of it on me!
my WHOLE family doesnt find any on them at all can!?
ONLY ME!!
>.<

then,
friday night is mahjong-overnight day.
&cindee put me aeroplane.
peixuan nd i waited for her for an hour.
then we cannot tahan alr.
we keep finding kaki(s),
but failed to find any.
-.-"
in th end,
she had to go home.

then cindee msg boyf.
she left her handphone nd wallet in th bus.
-.-"
i think she's damn blur lah.

oh wait.
maybe she has gotten some of my bad luck.
same goes for peixuan.
cause she came on friday for nothing.
&she came straight from bps after her sjab.
tsk tsk tsk.
sorry girls!

on saturday.

supposed to meet up with th clique.
but then,
simone had to send nigel to th hospital,
waishi's having OT on a goddam saturday.
so i thought i shall meet azera alone.
i called her nd she said,
" ohmygod! i just called my friend to meet her up.
cause i thought we're not gg to meet anymore.
im so sorry."
&then i went -.-" nd told her nevermind.
tsk, saw th suay-ness?

on sunday.

i told suann tht i wanna get my tattoo done.
but theodore's not working anymore!!
-.-"
holyshit!

then my hand started to itch.
&i know it's th mahjong feeling!
so i went online, nd asked around.
th ppl i asked, are not free
>.<

&here comes th BEST part of all.
i took my phone,
&i saw charlene's msg!
"you want mahjong? around evening."
I WAS LIKE DAMN HAPPY CAN?!?!??!

then boyf said charlene nd i got affinity,
nd we're made for each other.
HAHAHA!
this is th first happy thing.

th second is,
winning money from mahjong!
damn heng lah!
hahaha!

ok,
my first laughter of th day.
(:

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what human wants?

this morning,
when i was doing my make up,
i had a thought.

what human wants?

money?
health?
happiness?
career?
etc etc .. ..
th list is never ending.

i was thinking th following:

if one day im poor,
i'd wish for money.

if one day im sick,
but rich,
i'd wish for health.

if one day,
im healthy nd rich,
i'd wish for happiness.

if one day,
im rich, healthy nd happy,
i'd wish for my career to be good.

if one day,
im rich, healthy, happy, has a career,
i'd wish for a family.

if one day,
im rich, healthy, happy, has a career nd a family,
i'd wish for my children to have th best education
nd for them to be healthy.

if one day,
im rich, healthy, happy, has a career nd a family,
nd my children has th best,
i'd wish to enjoy life.

you see,
ppl have different thinking,
different wishes.
i want th best,
nd th best only.

when you have this,
you want tht.
when you have both this nd tht,
you want those.

i can only please a person per day.

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christian th lion ♥

you know,
this is really damn touching.
i watched it three times last night,
&i cried three times.
&my asshole brother,
laughed three times.
-.-"
&boyf said tht he wants a lion as pet.

you might be thinking tht im exaggerating,
but im not lah.

pls leave tags after watching it (:
i always share good stuffs.
oh yar,
it's better if you can hear th song with it too.

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camwhoring days! ((:

ok, there's alot of picture this time!
(:

had ajisen on saturday.
&th bus was BLOODY long.
so, camwhored ((:


yours truly (:

then after tht,
im getting bored taking pictures alone.




darling, im bored~


this makes my face longer&slimmer!
hahahaha!

tsk tsk tsk.
poor me,
i have to take pictures alone.
so, wad's darrell up to?

ta da~
psp-ing -.-"


then i start to whine.


&whine whine whine.


whahahaha!
then it worked!

see his FORCED face.
LOL!


then th nicer one.


oh!
th bus is here!
hahaha!

UP NEXT!

sunday;
lunch&dinner at darrell's.

this is his portion.
mind you, this is those western type of plate.
they are BIG!!!


aftermath.


&he tried to take my picture when im eating,
but failed, miserably.
hahaha!


then i say i wanna take picture.

&i got tht fake smile.
HOLYSHIT!
LOL!

so i pushed him out of th picture.

ta da~
sunkist shld get me for their ad.
HAHAHA!

after dinner,
i asked boyf.

wantong: dada, are you full?
boyf: hmmm, ok lah.
wantong: no ok one lah. either yes or no.
boyf: no.
wantong: after tht big plate, still no?
boyf: i can eat tht again.
wantong: -.-"

tsk tsk.
tht boy sure can eat hell lot.
hahaha!

last but not least,
th little one at home (:



he may seems different.
cause it's after grooming.
hahaha.

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ADVERTORIAL.

ADVERTORIAL.

th following,
is an advertisement for my friend.

buy-computers.blogspot.com

well,
it's not ALL about computers.
there's ipod(s) too!








ok, i know,
you guys must be wondering,
"it's common wad.
retail ipod(s) online shop."

but hey!
look at th price can!?
they are so cheap,
compared to th prices outside.

nd NO,
they are not "chiong" stuffs.
they are 100% original, authentic, whatever word you can think of,
nd all comes with warranty.
yes, WARRANTY!

dun believe,
see for yourself.
Apple.
buy-computers.blogspot.com

oh yar, th pricing in Apple is in USD.
((:
hmm, exchange rate is about 1.38 now.

you know,
my (dumb) sister went to buy itouch,
without aksing whether i have lobang or not!
(damn dumb right?!)
in th end,
she burned her pocket.
quack quack quack.
she shld have asked.
then she can save A LOT of money.
tsk tsk tsk.
let it be a lesson learnt.
too bad for her.

BUT YOU,
th one who's reading this,
YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO SAVE MONEY!
just by visiting,
buy-computers.blogspot.com

so wad are you waiting for?!!?
go click go click.
before i smack your ass!
:D

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happy anniversary ♥

if you can see th daisypath.com counter on your left,
you shld know it's a special day today.

today, i receive a comment from boyf:

you know i can't smile without you,
i can't smile without you.
i can't laugh nd i can't sing,
i'm finding it hard to do anything.
you see i feel sad when you're sad,
i feel glad when you're glad.
if you only knew what i'm going thru,
i just can't smile without you.
you came along just like a song,
nd brightened my day.
happy anniversary.
love you, today, yesterday nd tml.
continue to love me too,
nd never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
i love you.

&i wrote him th following:

happy anniversary, beloved.
you're th guy i wanna marry nd grow old with.
th guy who'll help me find my denture when i lost it.
th guy who'll give me everything i want,
whether im whining or not.
th guy who'll kiss my on my forehead before i go to bed.
th guy who'll hold my hand when we're crossing th road.
th guy who'll put his arm around my waist to make sure i feel secured.
th guy who'll never let me go.
th guy who can calm me down when im agitated.
th guy who'll say, "orh na nak" to me when i injured myself nd kiss my wound.
th guy who's willing to be my punching bag.
&lastly, th guy who want to make me his wife.
i love you, darling.
mwahs mwahs mwahs!

happy anniversay!
♥

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guys are assholes :D

find a guy,
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

wait for a guy who kisses your forehead.

who wants to show you off to th whole world
when you're in your sweats.

who holds your hand in front of his friends.

wait for th one who's constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.

wait for th one who turns to his friends nd say,
"tht's her."

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i love you for who you are, not someone i want you to turn to.

i love you for who you are,
not someone i want you to turn to.

this phrase sounds nice,
nd sweet.
but fcos, who can do it?
LOL!

it will only happen in fairytales lae.
hahahaha.
im still cheerful.
im still bubbly.
im getting over it.
im getting used to it.
lol.

i used to be someone different from now.
hahaha
im not those who wait at home.
oh well,
ppl do change, isnt it?
((:
it's ok, it's alright.
if tht's wad you want,
i shall grant you your wish.
(:

i love you.
<3

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disclaimer~!!!

DISCLAIMER ~ ! ! ! !

guys,
im sorry.
th "im pregnant" thing was a joke.
hahahha!
eh, im sincere about my apology ok!?

darrell nd i have been receiving calls from friends,
asking,
"is wantong really pregnant!?!
holyshit!
wad are you gonna do about it?!?!"

okay,
at first, i thought it was fun.
but then,
i think it's not now.
simone nd charlene are clever ass man.
LOL!
well, azera called to confirm.
hahaha!
&she went,
"OHMYGOD! YOU'RE REALLY PREGNANT!?!"
i said, "yes, really."
she went, "OHMYGOD!"
LOL!
well, focs i told her th truth alr lah.

i didnt expect ppl to blog hopped to my blog,
nd actually congratulate me about my upcoming baby.
hahha.

ok, im sorry ppl.

END OF DISCLAIMER ~ ! ! !



anw, oral was damn easy yesterday lah.
chicken feet man.
but i must admit, i was kinda nervous,
nd i think i stuttered.
oops!

hey c'mon,
ive left school for almost TWO BLOODY YEARS!
-.-"

anw,
pls pls pls wish me luck for th rest of th papers.
im having listening compre next tuesday.
i better dig my ear th day before.
HAHAHA!
HOLYSHIT!

oh yar,
did i mention tht i can strike off an item,
happily,
from my "DESIRES"?
all thanks to my brother!
((:
hiak hiak hiak.
see?
i told you guys brothers arent ALWAYS asshole(s).
HAHAHAHAHA!

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chinese oral.

im having chinese oral later.
pls wish me luck!
((:

yippie!
^.^

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thank you (:

boyf nd i,
we're fine now.

i wanna thank those who gave me their support.
you're th best of th best lah!
((:

oh yar ppl,
im pregnant!
((:

pls,
congrats me by tagging!!
YEAH~!
im gg to be a mother ..
:D

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two cannot have a quarrel, when one will not.

as quoted from suann's blog.

"I suppose every girl wants to have their very own fairytale.
( If youre a girl, and you disagree, youre lying.)

Sometimes, we hint to our boyfriends about things that we dare not tell them straight.

"Two cannot have a quarrel, when one will not."

"Dont you agree?
Just think, be it your soulmate or friends.
They can try their best to pick a quarrel with you, bursting their guts just to provoke your very soul.
But if you smile it away, give in a little, no... alot.. things always work out in the end, no?

Maybe all it takes, is someone who is tolerant, kind enough to know that nothing is worth ruining a relationship, especially not a quarrel over insignificant subjects.

I believe in love, very much. Dont we all.
Some of us, insist we have given up on love. But i dare to say, you have not.
There's so much to say, so much to put into words, i dont know where to start, dont even think i will.

Know the feeling when you rely on others too much, and once they're no longer there for you, you fall like an un-noticed ripe fruit, waiting to rot."

you know,
crying in my office while typing all these,
is really stupid.
i never felt this dumb before.

this is never gg to end.
i just feel like ranting.
my heat feel as though it's ripping apart.
it's useless to cry every night,
alone.
it's redundant to walk alone.

i feel so weak without you.
i cant accept th fact.
it's too painful, to even live.
no, im feeling worse than tht.
i feel like dying.

words cant describe.
crying wont help.
even scarring myself cant help it.
i dont know wad to do.
i just couldnt take th pressure.
i thought we're like th model couple?!


IM SURE IT'S ALL MY FAULT.

IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!

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i dont know how .. ..

this song best describe what im feeling right now.
darrell and i broke off;
temporary.

yes,
im super sad.
i dont think i've ever been this sad before.
and yes, i have scars on me,
news scars on saturday,
and soon, there'll be new scars,
again.
i dont know who's the one being selfish here,
but,
i think he need some time.

on saturday,
he told me that he HAD the THOUGHT
of breaking up with me.
reason being i was too hard on myself,
in changing for him.
he felt the ache for me,
and doesnt want me to suffer.

i dont understand.
up to now,
i still dont get it.
why?
what's wrong with me changing?
isnt that what you want?
im willing to do whatever you want me to.

sometimes i wish i can be like suann.
she wont ever beg theodore to go back to her side.
whereas for me,
im a failure when it comes to relationship(s).
i've failed,
nd im gonna fail this time,
again.

darrell's the one i truly love,
darrell's the one i wanna marry,
darrell's the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with.

as quoted,
"when you've found someone you want to spend the rest of your life with,
you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."

yes,
this is what i want right now.
like what darrell always say,
"i want to forward time,
to when we get married."
i longed for that too.
but, it may never happen again.

it's so hard to keep a relationship going.
what's happening is all my fault.
who cares about those promises?!
im just a petty fat bitch.
you never know the heartache im having.

i've always "classified" myself as strong.
i think i need a re-classifi-cation.
i've fallen into the "vulnerable" side.

i can sense that something's gonna happen.
thus my msn nick,
"you're a loss i cant replace."
i've given you a hint, my dear.

can you feel what i feel?
do we still have those telepathy feeling that we used to have?
how can one changes so fast?
i cant believe it.


I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!

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westlife - all or nothing

i've changed my blog's song.
it's westlife's,
all or nothing.

i know when he's been on your mind
that distant look is in your eye
i thought with time you'd realize
it's over over
it's not the way i choose to live
and something somewhere's got to give
as sharing this relationship gets older older
you know I'd fight for you
but how i can fight someone who isn't even there
i've had the rest of you now i want the best of you
i dont care if that's not fair

chorus:
cause i want it all
or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all
or are we just friends
is this how it ends
with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all

there are times it seems to me
i'm sharing you with memories
i feel it in my heart
but i dont show it show it
and then there's times you look at me
as though i'm all that you can see
those times i don't believe it's right
i know know it

don't me make me promises
baby you never did know how to keep them well
i've had the rest of you
now i want the best of you
it's time for show and tell

chorus:
cause i want it all
or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all
or are we just friends
is this how it ends
with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all

cause you and i
could lose it all if you've got no more room
no room inside for me in your life
cause i want it all
or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
it's now or never

Chorus x2

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annoying things to do in th elevator.

annoying things to do in th elevator.

1. CRACK open your briefcase or handbag,
peer inside and ask,
“Got enough air in there?!”

2. STAND silent and motionless in the corner,
facing the wall without getting off.

3. WHEN arriving at your floor,
grunt and strain to yank the doors open,
then act as if you’re embarrassed when they open themselves.

4. GREET everyone with a warm handshake,
and ask him or her to call you Admiral.

5. MEOW occasionally.

6. STARE at another passenger for awhile.
Then announce in horror,
“YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!”
and back away slowly.

7. SAY “DING!” at each floor.

8. SAY
“I wonder what all these do?”
And push all the buttons.

9. MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

10. STARE,
grinning at another passenger for a while,
then announce:
“I have new socks on.”

11. WHEN the elevator is silent,
look around and ask:
“Is that your beeper?”

12. TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.

13. DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk
and announce to the other passengers:
“This is my personal space.”

14. WHEN there’s only one other person in the elevator,
tap them on the shoulder,
then pretend it wasn’t you.

15. PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock.
Smile, and go back for more.

16. ASK if you can push the button for other people,
but push the wrong ones.

17. HOLD the doors open and say you’re waiting for your friend.
After a while, let the doors close and say
“Hi Greg, How’s your day been?”

18. DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up,
then scream:
“That’s mine!”

19. BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.

20. PRETEND you’re a flight attendant and
review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

21. SWAT at flies that don’t exist.

22. CALL out “Group hug” then enforce it.

LOL!
this really made my day!
hahaha!
it was found on lileen's blog.
cool yar?
(:

hope i've made your day too!
^.^

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liquid diet - day 3.

today is th third day of my liquid diet.
&i dare to say,
im SO proud of myself.

up to now,
i've managed to control myself from eating.
i only consume liquid stuffs.
for eg,
soup nd water.
&fcos,
vegetables nd fruits cannot be forgotten.
(shhh. i need them for my constipation)

i know,
some of you might think tht im mad.
for eg, miss may, ms jolene
nd mummyteo,
LOL!
but hey,
this is th only way i can control my diet.

i dun feel like fainting or whatsoever.
i still take in sugar to make sure
i WONT faint.
although it's really hard to resist food,
but if i dun go to this EXTREME,
i cant stop eating.
nd if i cant stop eating,
i will NEVER EVER slim down,
back to 55kg.

well, this whole "PROJECT" is gg to be,
two nd a half mths.
ok, another "WAH!" from you,
th one who's reading this.
well, two nd a half mth is because,
by tht time,
it'd be my bday,
september 15.
nd it's actually kinda like a bday present for myself.
it's free!
nd fcos, i'll definitely save ALOT
of money from not eating.
hiak hiak hiak.

see?
i use A stone to kill TWO birds.
clever right?
AHAHAHAHA!
alright,
th only bad thing about this is tht,
im feel hungry at th smell of food.
nd fcos,
i need to try SUPER hard to NOT eat them.
):

oh well,
i can still have them after th diet wad.
hahaha.

till later~
ciao!

liquid diet; 74 days left.

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愛一個人 .. ..

well,
alot of things are gg thru my mind now.
&i cant think of any words to describe it.

below was quoted from a friend.
which means ..

"when you love someone,
you need to understand him/her,
you need to elucidate him/her.
it's acceptance,
and not tolerance.
you can hold his/her hands anytime,
but don't say break up easily."

"愛一個人

要了解，也要開解

是接受，而不是忍受；

可以隨時牽手，但不要隨便分手。"

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