people,
i've got a story to share
(:
part one.
on my wedding day,
i carried my wife in my arms.
th bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
my buddies insisted tht i carry her out of th car in my arms.
so i carried her into our home.
she was then plump­.
i was a strong&happy bridegroom.
this was th scene ten years ago.
th following days were as simple as a cup of pure water.
we had a kid;
i went into business&tried to make more money.
when th assets were steadily increasing,
th affection between us seemed to ebb.
she was a civil servant.
every morning,
we left home together&got home almost at th same time.
our kid was studying in a boarding school.
our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
but th calm life was more likely to be affected;
by unpredictable changes.
dew came into my life.
it was a sunny day.
i stood on a spacious balcony.
dew hugged me from behind.
my heart once again was immersed by her stream of love.
this was th apartment i bought for her.
dew said,
"you are th kind of man who best draw girls' eyes."
her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
when we were just married,
my wife said,
"men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls."
thinking of this, i became somewhat hesitant.
i knew i had betrayed my wife.
but i couldn't help doing so.
i moved dew's hands aside&said,
"you go&select some furniture, ok?
i've got something to do in th company."
obviously, she was unhappy,
because i had promised to do it together with her.
at th moment,
th idea of divorce became clearer in my mind,
although it used to be something impossible to me.
however,
i find it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
no matter how mildly i mentioned it to her,
she'd be deeply hurt.
honestly, she was a good wife.
every evening, she was busy preparing dinner.
i was sitting in front of th tv.
th dinner was ready soon.
then we watched tv together.
or, i was lounging before th computer,
visualizing dew's body.
one day,
i said to her in a slightly joking way.
"suppose we divorce,
what will you do?"
she stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
apparently,
she believed tht divorce was something too far away from her.
i couldn't imagine how she would react
once she got to know i was serious.
when my wife went to my office,
dew had just stepped out.
almost all th staff looked at my wife with sympathetic eyes
&tried to hide something while talking to her.
she seemed to have got some hint.
she gently smiled at my subordinates.
but i read some hurt in her eyes.
once again,
dew said to me,
"he ning, divorce her, ok? then we live together."
i nodded.
i knew i could not hesitate anymore.
when my wife served th last dish,
i held her hand.
"i've got something to tell you,"
i said.
she sat down&ate quietly.
again, i observed th hurt in her eyes.
suddenly, i didn't know how to open my mouth.
but i had to let her know what i was thinking.
"i want a divorce."
i raised th serious topic calmly.
tht night,
we didn't talk to each other.
she was weeping.
i knew she wanted to find out
what had happened to our marriage.
but i could hardly give her a satisfactory answer,
because my heart had gone to dew.
with a deep sense of guilt,
i drafted a divorce agreement which stated tht
she could own our house,
our car&30% stake of my company.
she glanced at it&then tore it into pieces.
i felt a pain in my heart.
th woman,
who had been living ten years with me,
would become a stranger one day.
but i could not take back what i had said.
finally, she cried loudly in front of me,
which was what i had expected to see.
to me,
her cry was actually a kind of release.
th idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks,
seemed to be firmer&clearer.
late tht night,
i came back home after entertaining my clients.
i saw her writing something at th table.
i fell asleep fast.
when i woke up,
i found her still there.
i turned over&was asleep again.
end of part one.
*story will continue in th next entry.
stay tune.
LOL!
till later people (:
&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:
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