someone out there is meant to be th love of your life.
your bestfriend, your soulmate.
th one you can tell all your dreams to.
he'll smile at you when you tell him,
but he'll never laugh at your heart.
he'll brush th hair out of your eyes
&send you flowers when you least expect it.
he'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed,
or just because he's thinking about you.
he'll be bursting to talk to you each morning,
just to hear th sound of your voice.
he'll look into your eyes
&tell you you're th most beautiful girl he has ever seen.
&for th first time in your life,
you'll believe it.
i believe in love,
in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in th car.
i believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt
&laughing until you cry.
i believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful,
in dancing in th rain,
&miracles.
&i believe in second chances,
even if you've completely messed up.
sometimes you just have to let go.
let go of all th feelings&crying.
all th hatred.
&fake smiles.
it's almost always for th better.
i love you.
how hard is it to understand?
what happened to us?
what happened to i love you?
what happened to never letting go?
but most importantly,
what happened to forever?
let's rewind time.
back to when we were complete strangers.
&we knew nothing about each other.
back when everyfhing was perfect,
back when i did have to fake a smile everyday of my life.
it's not tht she doesnt love you.
it's tht she's afraid to get to close to you.
i gave him all i've got.
no one understands how much it hurts.
it never goes right when you try to make it work
even though i'm not happy,
i'll fake it.
i'm sick of all this pain,
but i'll take it.
life isnt easy.
love hurts.
boys lie.
friends stab.
people die.
parents yell.
you always try.
you're never good enough.
&you don't know why
&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:
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