i lift my hands&pray; to be only yours.

tht's jody&me.

sigh.
i fucking hate th life tht im having now.
it sucks to th core!
GRRR.

my birthday is coming.
wad's th big deal?
fuck!
i've been so vulgar recently.
ARRGH!
i need to relieve stress.
i hate all these;
totally.

can someone take a knife
&stab me?
i wanna know if i can feel.
i feel so weak.
this is so not me.
this is th first time i actually feel
like crying.
im a strong girl,
&strong girl doesnt cry.
gosh!
wad's wrong with me?

im glad i can have your love but its too precious.