Thursday, September 27, 2007

th start of something new (:



*loved you then, love you still.
always have, always will.

*
there's always tht one little chance,
tht keeps her hanging on.

*they didnt agree much,
in fact,
they rarely agreed at all.
they fought all th time
&challenged each other everyday.
but inspite of their differences,
they had one thing in common;
they were CRAZY about each other


*yesterday,
i tried not to cry.
last night,
i just wanted to die.
this morning,
i didnt know what to do.
cause i just wanna be with you

*its not about keeping your promises
its about following your heart

*you tried to save me from getting hurt,
but you forgot th process hurt me too.

*why does th one you love,
always want something different from you?

*i wish you would notice me,
th way i notice you;
&i notice you with all my heart.
<3

&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Monday, September 24, 2007

i've got th cutest boyfriend (:



okay,
my boyfriend's cute.
we're having this conflict ytd.
&he's feeling upset.
th next moment,
he CANT stop laughing.
LOL!

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
you know i love you more than you love me.

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
do you really?

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
yes.

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
cause i know i love you so much that
no matter what you do i will nvr be angry with you.

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
cause i know i love you so much tht
im angry with whatever thing you didnt do.
you understand wad im saying?

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
yes.
i'm trying to change.

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
because i wan our love to be perfect.
because i wan to be th perfect girlfriend.
tht's why i gave you alot of stress.

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
okie.
ling.

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
yes dar?

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
a rose by any other name still smells as sweet
and you are one of them.

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
where did you get tht from?<3

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
please be laughing cause i'm really trying
to stop laughing right now.
LOL
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLO.
OMG LA!!!!
i really lauhing like mad
roflmao!

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
HAHAHAHAHAHA~!
i know
im laughing hard too.
LOL~!
you !@!$#^&@$!@^$^&*#&%@%
HAHAHAHAHAHA~!

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
STILL LAUGHING.
LOL.

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH,
i know lah~!
it sounds so weird coming out from you.

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
actually not really laughing.
cause i'm keeping it bottled inside so i'm smiling freakishly

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
LOLOOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL~!

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
I CAN'T LAUGH LOUD

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
cause russell's sleeping

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
MY BRO WILL THINK I'VE GONE CRAZY
LOL

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
i know~!
he'll definitely think tht you're out of your mind.
anw, where you get tht from?

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
LOL. thats the funniest part.

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
tell me tell me~!

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you:
STILL LAUGHING
wait awhile more

&boy, i like you just th way you are:
LOL~!
okok.
lmao, i'll wait for you to finish laughing.

tht's it.
sorry guys,
i cant disclose th rest of it (:
&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

oh darlie ):

oh God,
im staring to hate myself.
i've got such
a good boyfriend
&i dunno how to cherish him!?!

in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you. says:
cause i know i love you so much that no matter what you do i will nvr be angry with you.

he's just so .. ..
idunno.

but darlie,
i just wan to tell you tht
i love you more than you love me.
you get tht?
&im so sorry to upset you.
i love you.
<3
&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Saturday, September 22, 2007

at th begining - richard marx&donna lewis.

we were strangers,
starting out on a journey
never dreaming
what we'd have to go through
now here we are
im suddenly standing
at th beginning with you

no one told me
i was going to find you
unexpected
what you did to my heart
when i lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is th start

&life is a road &i wanna keep gg
love is a river i wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now&forever wonderful journey
i'll be there when th world stops turning
i'll be there when th storm is through
in th end i want to be standing
at th beginning with you

we were strangers,
on a crazy adventure
never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
now here we stand,
unafraid of th future
at th beginning with you

&life is a road &i wanna keep gg
love is a river i wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now&forever wonderful journey
i'll be there when th world stops turning
i'll be there when th storm is through
in th end i want to be standing
at th beginning with you

knew there was somebody somewhere
i need love in th dark
now i know my dream will live on
i've been waiting so long
nothing's gonna tear us apart

&life is a road &i wanna keep gg
love is a river i wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now&forever wonderful journey
i'll be there when th world stops turning
i'll be there when th storm is through
in th end i want to be standing
at th beginning with you

life is a road &i wanna keep gg
love is a river i wanna keep flowing on
starting out on a journey
life is a road &i wanna keep gg
love is a river i wanna keep flowing
in th end i want to be standing
at th beginning
with you.
&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Thursday, September 20, 2007

th love we share (:




he's never gg to talk about us; i knew it. says:
most girls would of given up on you by now.
but, im not most girls.

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
and i'm eternally grateful for that.

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
i know i'm not much of a sweet talker.
or can't impress you
or not up to your expectations
but i'm serious about you.

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
your previous nick was
i wanna be th girl he's scared to lose.

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
every night you ask me how i feel about you
or smth and i don't know how to answer

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
i'm scared all the time

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
i don't like to be always the 1 in the relationship who keeps quiet
or don't know how to speak up.
i want to make you smile like
how you can make me smile.

he's never gg to talk about us; i knew it. says:
darlie, imagine me without you.

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
no.
imagine ME without YOU.

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
i know you love me.
nd you know i love you.
thats good enough for me (:

he's never gg to talk about us; i knew it. says:
how you know i love you?
didnt you saw this?
"he's never gg to talk about us; i knew it. "

&i think my girlfriend's more than perfect (: says:
i know you love me when you cook for me.
when you cut down smoking.
when you ask whether i'll love you more if you quit totally.
when you have all this sickness because you're cutting down.
-when you wake up from the bed
and say so good to see you first thing when awoke.
when you frown
when i don't know how to express myself clearly.
when you said most girls would have given up on me
BUT you are NOT other girls
and i really appreciate that
although i know you really hate it when you ask me
how much i love you and i either don't reply or go err.
you still love me at the end of the day.

awww.
seriously,
i think i got th BEST boyfriend in th world (:

&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

tht's it. im yours; forever.

*i can't let you go.
you're a part of me now.

*your love is infectious
th fever is climbing high

*&when he smiles, i smile too
th way he talks to me;
gives me butterflies
&just everything about him is amazing♥

*I WANNA BE TH GIRL
he gives his hoodie to,
he loves to hold&cuddle
he comes up behind&wraps his arms around
th one he calls;
beautiful.

*i want to be th girl
you hit a homerun for,
th one who makes you smile,
makes you laugh,
&make your heart skip a beat.

*&she said, "you're crazy."
HE SAID, "ONLY FOR YOU."

*before Romeo&Juliet,
there was Tristan&Isolde.
after Romeo&Juliet,
well,
there is us.

*lets be nothing.
i heard it lasts
______________
forever.

*my eyes have stopped searching
because i can honestly say
tht my heart has finally found
exactly what it's looking for

*it wasn't a middle schoool
"oh my God, he's so cute!"
kind of thing.
it was butterflies in my stomach,
sweaty hands,
can't-get-my-words-out-straight
kind of LOVE.

*i wanna be th girl tht he's scared to lose
th one where he can't walk away frm
knowing she's mad at him.
th one who can't fall asleep without her voice
being th last one he hears.
th one he wouldn't know what to do without.

*so let's dance under th stars&kiss in th pouring rain.
cuddle in th movies
&stay together forever.

*take me.
throw me against your car
&kiss me <3

&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Monday, September 17, 2007

(:


*i want someone who wont care tht
i hate wearing skirt,
tht im incapable of sitting still,
tht i cant grasp th concept of cleaning,
&i refuse to be ladylike.
i want someone who knows im completely insane,
but wouldn't want me any other way.






&i found tht someone.
he's;
darrell lin yan shi (:

&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Sunday, September 16, 2007

happy birthday wantong (:


im 19 alr!
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to wantong,
happy birthday to me (:

my birthday was a great one.
here's th brief.

1. had a early bday celebration with secondary sch classmates.
2. bday celebration with
xiaowu, joel, wilfred, mervin, shawn, weijie,
&my darlie (:
3. celebration at grandma's hse,
together with my favourite uncle;
who happened to be born on th same day as me.
err,
shld be im born on th same
day as him (:

THREE CELEBRATION.
tht's th first time lah.
&i got th BEST present in th world (:
trust me.
you'll be envious.
LOL!


th perfect present (:

&i think my boyfriend's perfect (:

Friday, September 07, 2007

i lift my hands&pray; to be only yours.


tht's jody&me.



sigh.
i fucking hate th life tht im having now.
it sucks to th core!
GRRR.

my birthday is coming.
wad's th big deal?
fuck!
i've been so vulgar recently.
ARRGH!
i need to relieve stress.
i hate all these;
totally.

can someone take a knife
&stab me?
i wanna know if i can feel.
i feel so weak.
this is so not me.
this is th first time i actually feel
like crying.
im a strong girl,
&strong girl doesnt cry.
gosh!
wad's wrong with me?

im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

forever baby.



boy: i'll be here.
girl: why?
boy: i'll be here; waiting.
girl: for wad?
boy: i'll be here waiting; for you.
so if you come here,
you'll find me.
i promise.
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

&i wan to be your only one.



*love is sweet when it's new.
but sweeter when it's true

*im not tht good of a person.
i make mistakes.
i have regrets.
i act like im a lot smarter than i actually am.
i cry.
i laugh way too loud
basically, im saying im not perfect.
but when im with you, it doesn't matter.
because you make me smile.

*at this moment,
there are 6,470,818,671 people in th world.
some are running scared,
some are gg home.
some tell lies to make it through th day,
others are just facing th truth.
some are evil man tht war with good,
&some are good, struggling with evil.
6billion people in th world,
6billion souls.
&sometimes, all you need is;
1.

*people asked, "why do you like him?"
but before i could even reply,
my bestfriend put her hand over my mouth&said,
"dun even get her started."

*im not a little girl anymore.
i've learned who to trust&who to ignore.
some girls dunno a thing,
&a suitcase of drama is all they bring.

*everytime i wan to give up hope on you,
there's always something inside whispering,
"just give him some time."
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

cry on my shoulder.

if th hero, never comes to you
if you need someone, you're feeling blue
if you wait for love, &you're alone
if you call your friends, nobody's home
you can run away, but you can't hide
through a storm&through a lonely night
then i'll show you there's a destiny
th best things in life, they are free

but if you wanna cry; cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes, i'll show you what real love can do

if your sky is grey oh let me know
there's a place in heaven, where we'll go
if heaven is, a million years away
oh just call me&i'll make your day
when th nights are getting cold&blue
when th days are getting hard for you
i will always stay by your side
i promise you, i'll never hide

but if you wanna cry; cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes, i'll show you what real love can do

but if you wanna cry; cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes, i'll show you what real love can do

im glad i can have your love but its too precious.