*hate is easy; love takes courage.

*im looking for a thug;

a true gangsta.

th one who looks all tough,

should be my baby.

th one who understand&even when

his boys are there,

he's still like;

"wanna hold my hand?"

*never regret anything,

because at one time;

it was wad you wanted.

*love me or hate me.

PERSONALLY;

i couldn't care less.

*you're th only one who can make me laugh,

even when i dun even wan to smile

*courage doesn't always roar.

sometimes courage is th quiet voice

at th end of th day saying,

"i will try again tomorrow."

*pay no mind to those who talk behind your back.

it simply means tht you're two step ahead.

*look deep into my eyes;

i mean real DEEP

*sometimes, a girl just need

a boy to hold her hand.

*and when you start to

"imissyou",

REMEMBER,

you are th one who let me go

*bitches, PLEASE,

dun confuse hate with jealousy.

ty (:

*and im th kind of girl,

who will

BURST OUT LAUGHING

because of something tht happened

the day before.

*i dun care if you dun like me.

everyone tht matters,

alr approves

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*if i find in myself a desire

which no experience in this world can satisfy,

th most probable explanation is tht;

i was made for another world.

i

need

your

lips;

TERRIBLY

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

i began to dread myself ):

okay people.

i did something which i cant

believe tht i did it.

I'VE

LAID

DOWN

MY

PRECIOUS

HAIR

!!

please dun ask me why

no answers will be given.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*im jealous of every girl you've ever loved.

*my life is so empty without you by my side.

my heart belongs to you no matter how hard i try

and when i finally have th courage to like someone new,

it always falls apart because they cant be compared to you.

*BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

tht's how we'll remain. through th drama and problems,

and all sorts of pains. through hardship and trouble and all we've been through.

i know for sure, we'll always stay true.

i'll risk everything i have. i'll fight til i bleed, give you my own life.

if tht's what you need <3

*I believe in angels

th kind tht heaven sends.

i believe in angels

and i call them my friends.

*when we are little old ladies,

we are still going to be friends.

sitting in th nursing home saying ;

[( remember when? )]

*im a mess and my room usually is too.

i laugh at th stupidest things, and say th

wrong thing at th wrong times. i cry for

no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.

i complain way too much.

*friend's will always be like:

"Well you deserve better."

but best friends will be prank calling him saying:

"you will die in seven days."

*life is just a long journey tht is made up a million little road trips.

*it's amazing how you can be having

the worst day. but you talk to him

and all of the sudden, all of

your problems are gone

*we're not sarcastic; we're hilarious.

we're not annoying; we're just cooler than you.

we're not bitches; we just dont like you.

we aren't conceited; we speak the truth.

and babe,

we're not obsessed; we're just best friends.

*6 signs you're falling for someone

1. as soon as you get online, who's name do you look first?

2. when you hear your phone ringing, who do u hope is calling?

3. when a love song comes on th radio, who's face comes to your mind?

4. who's name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it?

5. who is it tht you always find yourself thinking about,

wondering if they're thinking about you?

6. th whole time you were reading this,

there's only one person on your mind.

*i want you to want me th way i need you.

*im so sorry for ever telling you that i liked you.

i was so stupid to think tht even for a second, you would care.

but maybe i have to wake up and reality has to show me tht i can't remake th past.

now im regretting everything i told you.

i just want our friendship back.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*why ladies today are still single?

1. th nice men are ugly.

2. th handsome men are not nice.

3. th handsome and nice men are gay.

4. th handsome, nice and heterosexualmen are married.

5. th men who are not so handsome,

but are nice men, have NO money.

6. th men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money;

think we are only after their money.

7. th handsome men without money are after OUR money.

8. th handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual,

don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. th men who think we are beautiful, tht are heterosexual,

somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. th men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice

and have some money and THANK GOD are heterosexual,

are shy and NEVER MAKE TH FIRST MOVE !!

11. th men who never make th first move,

automatically lose interest in us when we take th initiative.

NOW, WHO TH HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN !!?!

"Men are like a fine wine.

they all started out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and

keep them in th dark until they mature

into something you'd like to have dinner with."

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*utterly speechless.

*when God drew outlines of us,

He make sure you are His masterpiece.

*[edited wedding vow.]

"do you promise to love, comfort, honour,

hug and keep me for better or worse,

for richer or poorer,

in sickness and in health

and forsaking all others, be faithful

only to me for as long as we both live?"

*"i didn't dream of you.

but ..

i dreamt of us."

*"sweetdreams baby girl, put this in your head.

iloveyou.

i wont' say it often so as to inflict

more impact in you.

saranghaeyo."

*"alrights.

baby, iloveyou.

thank you for being such a wonderful girlfriend.

i love holding your hand."

*"you've been sweet since i met you.

wait .. .. tell me honestly,

are you an angel?"

*"i wanna eat you up.

i can take you to heaven and bring you to hell.

depends on where you wanna go,

i'll stand by you."

*"i'll catch th butterflies and

we'll count them together.

or we might even keep one as a pet."

*"baby..

i miss those tender lips of yours.

your looks still lingers in my mind,

i feel as though i can hug you right now."

*"everywhere is th same to me with you around.

i feel so comfortable.

th thought of you just makes me smile."

*"baby, i just wan you to know tht

you're all tht matters to me.

please dun let anything happen to you.

you really mean alot to me.

im afraid of losing you.

*"tht's my song; for my girlfriend.

she is really nice to me,

and i love her lots.

please let her know okay?"

*"i promise i'll take good care of your heart.

you're darn sweet, i wanna taste your lips again.

th sweetness lingers on my lips;

after so long."

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

never let you go

th rain, just never seems to bring

th joy, i feel th same,

everlasting pain of my loss remains

my heart, can't seem to learn to part

th hold you left your mark

all tht i dreamed of now it seems so stark

though i told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now,

but give in

if you gave me,

one chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would sing to you and

tell you i won't live my life without you

if you gave me,

one chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and

look in your eyes and you know,

i'd never let you go

th way, you left me on th train

i don't know what to say

i remember everything tht day

i can't,

believe we'd never dance

i just need one more chance

to share th sunset of our one last romance

though i told myself; won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now,

but give in

if you gave me,

one chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would sing to you and

tell you i won't live my life without you

if you gave me,

one chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and

look in your eyes and you know,

i'd never let you go

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

th fear.

tht's it.

it's over between us.

i had enough;

of everything.

th fear has come true.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

saturday's potluck party (:

ok people, im back (:

okokay.

dun scold me lar.

i know it's been REAL long since

i've update my blog.

im like busy with work and stuffs now can !?!

finally, wantong's busy.

HAHAHAHA.

anw, im gg to blog about saturday.

date: 16-06-07

time: 1830hrs

event: qiuyun's birthday.

well well well.

celebrated qiu's bday on saturday.

had potluck and everyone brought food.

mitchelle: canadian pizza

waishi: sambal chilli prawn

qiuyun: cocktail fruit salad

me: sambal chilli stingray and tomato egg.

okokay.

mommy cooked it for me.

but, i prepared th stingray myself okay !!?!

mommy only prepared th chilli (:

anw, as usual,

everyone's late. HAHAHAHA.

fyi, this is common in our clique

we ate ALOT.

we talked ALOT.

we laughed ALOT.

we camwhored, ALOT.

i know i know.

where's th pictures right?

seriously, i really got no time.

and im like blogging in my office right now?

HAHAHAHA.

eh, i pity my boss lar.

hahaha.

back to th topic.

after eating,

we had this lil' secret session in my room

not for others to know (:

hahaha.

oh yar, my room looks like a chalet.

i only realise it after staying there for

6 yrs?

dumb dumb.

lols.

and, they love baby to bits !!

especially waishi.

she wanted to take pictures with baby so much !!

but you know lar,

my dog is very difficult to tame de.

like me (:

and, he's like so proud of himself lar.

hahaha :D

high self esteem and confidence level,

like his mommy ^.~

wanted to elaborate more,

but then, there are secrets where

i cant say it.

:X

ciao everybody.

oh yar,

remember to miss me (:

and some of th pictures can be found

in waishi's blog, and my

in my friendster.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*th ghost of you and me.

wad am i supposed to do with all these blues

haunting me everywhere no matter wad I do

watching th candle flicker out in th evening glow

i cant let go

when will this night be over

chorus:

i didnt mean to fall in love with you

and baby there's a name for wad you put me through

It isn't love, it's robbery

im sleeping with th ghost of you and me

seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by

phantom ships lost at sea

and one of them is mine

raising my glass,

i sing a toast to th midnight sky

i wonder why th stars dont seem to guide me

i didnt mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name for wad you put me through
it isn't love, it's robbery
im sleeping with th ghost of you and me

th ghost of you and me

when will it set me free

i hear th voices call,

following footsteps down th hall

trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

watching th candle flicker out in th evening glow

i can't let go

when will this night be over

i didnt mean to fall in love with you

and baby there's a name for wad you put me through

it isn't love, it's robbery

im sleeping with th ghost of you and me

i didnt mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name for wad you put me through
it isn't love, it's robbery
im sleeping with th ghost of you and me

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

saranghaeyo <3

*and when things are absolutely perfect,

tht's when you need to worry.

*lucky is th guy who is a girl's first love.

luckier is th girl who is a guy's last

*no one is worth your tears,

and th one who is, wont make you cry.

*hold me close.

i wanna feel your heartbeat next to mine

*i didn't make this up.

this is just so true.

*love is special, different and unique

*and a guy like you,

need a crazy girl like me.

*i love kissing you with my feets tip-toed (:

*"forever and ever."

he whispered in her ears.

*everytime i look into your eyes,

i see a glimpse of heaven

*love is friendship set to music

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

icon's day (:

hmmm.

guess i wont be writing quotes today (:

it'll be icon's day !!

^.~

and below are all for my girlfriends.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*every heart has it's own ache.

*do you love me because im beautiful,

or am i beautiful because you love me?

*it was th end of blind satisfication,

and th begining of true happiness.

*breaking up with your boyfriend is a MILLION

times easier than breaking up with your bestfriend.

*no three words have greater power than iloveyou (:

*once in a lifetime,

right in th middle of an ordinary life,

love gave us a fairytale

*i cant make you love me if you dun.

i cant make your heart feel something it cant.

*a woman's heart is a ocean of secrets.

*if you have love in your heart,

you always have something to give.

*im sitting here, crying, feeling worse than ever.

not because you hurt me, but because i broke your heart.

*i'd rather be with th wrong person for th right reason,

than th right person for th wrong reason.

*sometimes,

th hardest pain one may feel is someone else's.

*if i never met you, i wouldn't like you.

if i didn't like you, i wouldn't love you.

if i didn't love you, i wouldn't miss you.

but, i do, i did and i will (:

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*you complete me.

*being challenged in life is inevitable,

being defeated is optional.

*i love you with every word i speak

*th flowers tht blooms in adversity is th

rarest and most beautiful of all.

*love is a madness tht has no cure

*meeting you was fate,

becoming your friend was a choice.

but, falling in love with you is beyond my control.

*"my most brilliant achievement was my

ability to persuade my wife to marry me."

*i could get lost just by looking into your eyes.

*you dun cry over people you dun love

*th day we first met,

th angels whispered, "perfect!"

*and when you cry, i'll be right there to tell you,

you were never anything less than beautiful.

*i truly found myself when i lost myself to you

*john: i dun believe in love.

chris: wad are you looking for?

john: love.

chris: you just said tht you didn't believe in love !?!

john: well, i dun believe in unicorns either.

but, it'd still be cool to have one (:

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

*metathesiophobia; th fear of change.

*stop it.

stop being so perfect.

*i can conquer th world with one hand;

as long as you are holding th other.

*i smile because you're there.

i smile because it hurts.

i smile because im happy.

i smile because im sad.

but most of all,

i smile because i can embrace it (:

*paint me hate because it's so easy to do.

paint me love because it's so hard to feel.

paint me nothing so i can understand th difference.

*im not drunk. im just so open tht

im able to fall over and not give a shit.

so can you please hand me th damn vodka now?

*hey, if you think eating carpet lint is fun,

wait till you fall in love.

*our bodies breathe in sin,

and our lungs exhale regrets.

*hey, can you talk a little louder?

i dun think my heart is broken enough.

*like th clear night, this feeling is breathtaking.

so dot the sky with those beautiful eyes of yours

*th greatest challenge in life is to find someone who

knows all of your flaws, differences,

and mistakes. and yet, still sees th best in you.

*read between my smiles and look between my words.

im in love with you.

*and for a second there,

i thought you might actually like me.

*im on the edge of my seat and im not going any further.

hands up, you want me. hands down, you don't.

*im sorry i have to say it, but you look like you're sad.

your smile is gone, i've noticed it bad.

th cure is if you let in just a little more love;

i promise you this, a little's enough.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

shit ):

"she's not worth a penny.

she's worth my assets."

im so DEAD.

i ddi something which i SHOULDN'T do;

no matter wad.

regretting doesn't help in anw.

i've got no more mood,

and i think maybe,

i should isolate myself.

it's NOT her fault people,

STOP BLAMING HER !!

one more time,

im gg to start KILLING~!!

FUCK

TEO

WAN

TONG

AND

ALL

THIS

SHIT

!!

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

sentosa !!

went sentosa with waishi and qiuyun.

weather was fine until someone says this.

"later reach there rain i sure laugh."

thanks ar.

eh, thanks lae.

THNAKS HOR !!

anw, it didn't rain, but th weather wasn't

good anymore.

and so, off we went for shower.

after everything's done,

th sun's as BRIGHT as before !!

we were like, "wad th hell !?!"

lols.

linner at ajisen.

fyi, linner=lunch+dinner

because

brunch=breakfast+lunch (:

after tht,

HOMESWEETHOME !!

we're all tired like nobody's business !!

hahahahaha.

and worse, i gotta work tmr !!

ARRGH !!

am gg to sleep now.

ciaos~

^.~

photos !!

before (:

during

after (:

*and, can you guys believe this?

i was SO dumb and

forgetful tht i forgot to bring my bra !!

HAHAHA.

and tht explains th two patch of

"youknowwhat"

on my tee shirt after everything (:

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.