Monday, July 30, 2007



*
so maybe you could walk with me awhile,
&maybe i could rest beneath your smile.
everybody stumbles sometimes,
&needs a hand to hold cause it's a long trip alone.

*
no matter how much time goes by,
i'll never forget th first time you looked at me,
&i fell in love with your eyes.

*
when one door closes, another one opens.
but we often look so regretfully upon th
closed door tht we dun see th one tht
has opened for us.

*
live th life you want to live.
be th person you would be proud of.
make decisions, make mistakes.
&if you fall,
you fell because you tried

*
i say what's on my mind.
i don't care if i've offended you.
&if i don't like you,
trust me;
i won't pretend to.

*
sometimes you just gotta figure if he doesn't care,
you might be missing out
on someone who does

*
i wrote you a letter, but it turned into a song.
i wan to feel your breath on my skin
to find a place tht we've never been
i wan to spend all night tangled up in your love.

*
when you love someone&they break your heart,
don’t give up on love.
Have faith; restart.

*
&then there is tht girl;
the one who is always confusing someone.
th one who is never good enough for anyone.
th one who is sick of trying to be someone
she knows she can never be.

*
she smiles, she laughs, &she loves.
even though th one person she thought
she'd smile with, laugh with,
&most importantly,
love for the rest of her life;
let her down

*
there is someone in her past tht she
hasn't gotten over yet.
each day is like th last.
she misses what she can't forget.
it's just an empty space where something used to be.
now she guards th gate,
but she's lost th key.
so no one enters, but no one leaves.


*
&you left me when i
needed you th most.

*
i may not have gone where
i intended to go,
but i think i have ended up
where i needed to be.


*
when is it really gg to happen for us?
when is it our turn?

*
i never said i'd be yours only.
if i go, i wont be lonely.
if i stay, you dont own me.

*
maybe i was wrong.
i ignored him for too long.
&i didn't even notice
when he slipped away.
if you see him out there,
tell him it's not fair.
&tht life's just not th same
when he's not here.

im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

*since when do these butterflies in my stomach means
i dun love you anymore?

*just look at wad i do&say.
cant you see im crazy about you?

*i wan to be th reason for th smile on his face

*&sometimes,
i can spend th whole day thinking about him

*i knew he was more than a guardian angel
when i first set my eyes on him

*by loving you,
im bending th rules.

*i dun know wad my problem is,
but i know it's hard to pronounce

*sometimes when im dreaming,
his face just pops up out of nowhere&makes me smile

*when im alone,
i like to pretend you're thinking about me.

*&when you're not around,
i feel completely empty&utterly lost.

*i cant stop thinking about you.
&to be honest, i dun want to.

*why is it tht with every quote i read,
your face pops into my head?

*people may never understand wad i see in you,
&tht's perfectly fine with me.
cause i dun really know either.

*i want someone who wont care tht
i hate wearing shoes,
tht im incapable of sitting still,
tht i cant grasp th concept of cleaning,
&i refuse to be ladylike.
i want someone who knows im completely insane,
but wouldn't want me any other way.

*you know how in kindegarten,
you would meet a kid,
&5 minutes later,
you were playing like best friends.
just because you didnt have to be anyone but yourself?
being with you feels like tht
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Friday, July 27, 2007

* we're not just friends,
we're closer than tht.
this is not a crush,
it's stronger than tht
whatever it is baby, lets not lose it <3

*some day i want a big white dress to wear with,
lots of poofs&crinkly stuffs.
then i want to say "i do",
to a man who's love outshines th moon.

*i ran across a picture you took of me,
&you crossed my mind.

*your eyelashes tickled my neck with every nervous blink,
&it was perfect.

*if we go down, we go together.
cause when i say bestfriends; i mean forever.

*we have tht kind of relationship where i tell him it's over,
&he just laughs at me because he knows how in love i am with him

*i love his cute little comments.
th way he makes me laugh, th way he's always there.
&th way he knows how to get my heart.
it makes me wonder, why is he so perfect?

*just because you're beautiful
doesn't mean you can treat people like they don't matter.

*if others are jealous,
YOU'RE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT.

*my friends are like a fairytale.
they've been there since once upon a time
&will be there till forever after.

*let's flip a coin.
heads; we'll be together
tails; we flip again.

*he's my best friend, you know?
th kind where at th end of the day,
i'd love to come home just to talk to him.
th kind where i longed for th weekend,
so i can see him.
he's more than my best friend;
he's my world.

*who do you want to be?
th one i tell my secrets to?
or th one my secrets are about?

*let's be nothing.
i heard it lasts forever
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


The Bottom Line
One of your past dramas has been hard to forget,
but today it will finally fade.
In Detail
Some past dramas are easy to forget,
but some are tougher to erase from your mind than they should be.
Today you will be reminded of a past situation early in the day,
and unsettling feelings will hover around you all day.
This is just your subconscious working things out,
so let it.
Do not try to push these thoughts out of your head.
Just let them fade away on their own -
- they will.
You cannot force yourself to forget something.
It just has to go away on its own.

this is quite accurate can !!?!
receive a msg from mysteriousguy
when i was still sleeping.
WAS GODDAMN HAPPY LAH !!
have been contacting him everyday ever
since he went in army.
BUT,
i dun wan to forget anything;
A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G.


The Bottom Line
If you're not getting the care you deserve,
today you have to talk to the source.
In Detail
When you're in a restaurant and you don't get the service you deserve,
you can talk to the manager and get the matter straightened out.
But when you're in a relationship
and you're not getting the level of attention you deserve,
you need to go to the source.
There is no side-stepping in this situation.
You can complain to your friends all you want,
but nothing is going to change until you talk to the person
who needs to hear what you have to say.

&tht's mysteriousguy's horoscope for today
^^
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

have you guys ever felt tht
there's this thing you wan to say,
but you cant say.
becasue if you say it out,
you'll lose th person who's so important to you.
people will start to blame you
&blah blah blah.

fuck it.
im not gg to let it bother me; ANYMORE.
i've tried my best.
&if it doesnt works,
so wad !!?!
i know tht my conscience is clear.
wad's there to be afraid of?
like wad 'he' said,
"dun take it to heart.
dun have to bother it."
&YES !!
im never ever gg to let it bother me;
not even ONE more time (:


sometimes,
i find it so tired tht i wish
i could sleep for th whole day.
all those pretence is draining me.
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Neyo - Because Of You


Want to but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'd stop everyday, knowing that I won't

[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt and I'm
Taken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because...
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

[Verse 2]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done
Only concern is the next time, I'm Gon' get me some
Know I should stay away from
'cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession, won't let me leave

[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt and I'm
Taken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because...Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

[Hook #2]
Ain't no doubt
So strung out
Ain't no doubt
So strung out
Over you, over you, over you...
because of you
and it's all because of you
never get enough
she is the sweetest drug
she's the sweetest drug...
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

*i know there's something more,
i see it in every glance you shoot at me&everytime you smile,
i feel something more than
[ j u s t f r i e n d s ]

*when you ask me what i see in him,
all i can do is smile&say; "absolutely everything."

*he isnt my boyfriend - but i love him.
his hugs, his smile, his advice, his love,
his kindness&th times we laugh together.
i guess i fell in love with our friendship

*i want th type of guy who will come up behind me
put his hands on my hips just to catch me off guard
&whisper in my ear
iloveyou

*i am who i am
your approval isnt desired or required.
ty (:

*sometimes i wanna believe tht meeting you was fate
&falling in love was bound to happen.

*in my memory, i wrote you down in ink.
i never want to erase your story
even with th tragedy it brings.

*you're tht boy tht im writing about in my profile,
th one i'm talking to my friends about
yes, in case you're wondering;
you're tht boy

*i dont know if i like you, want you,
love you, or hate you.
all i know is tht
i hate th feeling i get when im not with you.

*&every time i go out in public, i try to look perfect.
not to impress any guy,
but just in case i run into him.

*have you ever wanted to ask a question
but you didn't because you knew
your heart wouldnt be able to handle th answer?

*all th little things tht annoyed you so much
are th things you'll miss th most.

*a love story like ours belongs to th big screen
or th pages of a novel

im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

this is little soh&uncle soh (:

this is adorable sohweihao (:

&this is greedy pig !! ^.^

today is a happy day.
because it's mr sohweihao's birthday (:

*wantong sings*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR SOHWEIHAO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
*wantong claps*

you're 19 alr, uncle (:
LOLS.
too bad, you're inside camp.
if not,
you'll definately enjoy it.
anw, glad to know tht you LOVE th present i bought
^.^
&i miss you;
DARN BADLY !!

let's make a wish together yar?
let's wish tht TWO WEEKS will pass by in
ONE DAY'S time.
no, one hour.
nono, one minute.
nonono, one second;
please?
im glad i can have your love but its too precious.

Monday, July 16, 2007

*it's eating me like cancer.
i need to know th answer.
it's a simple yes or no.
should i love you or let you go?

*goodbye drama;
hello i-don't-give-a-shit.

*thanks for th memories,
even though they weren't so great.

*"when you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose."
Bob Dylan

*take me, take me back to your bed.
i love you so much that it hurts my head.

*i won't begin to ask why you're leaving.
why you did those things you did.
why you said those things you said.

*&when you kissed me tht night,
i realised this is exactly wad i want.

*i remember th look in your eyes.
when i told you tht this was goodbye,
you were begging me.
not tonight;
not here, not now.

*to put it simply,
i want to be someone's everything.

*i want you so bad.
okay there, i admit.
are you finally happy?
i admit tht i fell hard for you.
harder than i've ever predicted.
&you weren't there to catch me.

*do you ever feel like if you were prettier,
life would be so much easier?

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

i wan a guy;
who'd move th hair away from my eyes&then kiss me.
hold my hand in line at th mall&make all th girl jealous.
someone who'd sing to me at random moments.
who'd let me sleep on their chest.
a boy who'd get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me.
i want someone who'd call 3 times a day if he went away.
someone who'd let me gossip to him&would
just smile&agree with everything i said.
he'd throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb&then
kiss me a million times.
someone who'd make fun of me just to make me laugh.
he'd take me to th park&put his hands
around my waist&giveme big bear hugs all th time.
he'd tell his friends about me&smile when he did it.
&we'd make out in th pouring rain.
he'd never be afraid to say "iloveyou" in front of his friends.
&we'd argue about silly things&then make up.
i want a boy tht would kiss me at midnight on new years&count stars with me.
who'd stay at home with me on a friday night just to help me make
dinner&watch movies together under th same blanket.
someone who'd tell me im beautiful but not too often.
who'd make me laugh like no one else could.
but mostly,
i want someone who'd be my bestfriend&would never break my heart.


athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.
I TOTALLY LOVE
DOING QUIZ
(:
hahaha
You Are A Woman!
Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
You Are Bad Girl Sexy
Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.
You Are 16% Spoiled
You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have.Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.You have the confidence to make the first move.And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers.
You Are 60% Happy
You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.
You Are Definitely a Hot Chick
While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...You get the most dates of any girl you knowIt's your whole five star package that attracts men -Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.
You Are a Sensitive Kisser
For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks
You Are A Romantic
You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!
You are a Great Girlfriend
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
Your Birthdate: September 15
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June
Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet
"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy
While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for timeWhether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses...... You don't give men enough of your time.As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.
You Are the Middle Finger
A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem.You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious.However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it!
You get along well with: The Index Finger
Stay away from: The Pinky
You Are Jennifer Aniston
Girl next door with a free spirit.You're low key and naturally sexy.Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude.And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around.
hahaha.
some are so goddamn true (:
LOLS.
try it people !!
^.^
athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

im a professional girlf :D

hey guys,
know wad?
i was gg through this website today
&i went for this
wad-kind-of-girlfriend-are-you? quiz.
guess my result?
HAHAHA
(:
here it comes.


You Are A Professional Girlfriend!
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

so,
mr mysteriousguy,
im a professional girlf.
LOLS
(:

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

Monday, July 09, 2007

*im just a girl, left alone in this world.
no, im not perfect&im not beautiful.
im just me&if you dont like it, then its not my problem.
cause im just a girl.

*she looks away&smiles;
pretending she doesn't care.

*once you've crossed th line between
liking him&being in love;
you can't go back.

*sure you act like we're friends now,
but tht's no indication of how you really feel about me.

*i know you didn't mean it;
i know you didn't.

just friends;
two of th most dangerous words in th dictionary

*it's not what i feel for you.
it's what i don't feel for anyone, but you.

*tell me all th things you never said.
we can lie here&talk for hours on my bed.
i don't have anything to hide

*i dont want to be your whole life,
i just want to be your favorite part.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

*i wanna hold hands
&waste friday nights with you.

*you were never supposed
to mean this much

*&there's always gg to be
tht one person tht you would drop
everything&leave with him if you could.

*im th type of girl who will act like
she hates being woken up at 3am just to talk to you.
ps: but this is just between me and you,
i secretly love it (:

*when you can't stop smiling after you talk to him,
&you get butterflies, &tht huge smile
across your face everytime someone says his name
tht's when you know he is something special

*i just wanna stare at your beautiful eyes
&fall asleep in your arms

*it's amazing how you can be having th worst day,
but when you talk to him
all of your problems are gone

*No one can make me laugh like you do
No one can make me cry like you do
No one can make me happy like you do
No one can steal my heart like you do
No one can pick me up with a smile like you do
&no one is gg to love you more than i do

*&all i want is to make him happy
so i could see tht gorgeous smile again

*no matter what mood i am in
you always make me smile

*maybe my heart didn't really skip a beat.
&maybe th twinkle in your eye was just
th sun reflecting weird;
&maybe tht feeling in my stomach was
just not having enough for breakfast.
&maybe;
i just thought it was love.

*dun make her wait for you
just because you know she will.

*all i want him to hear him say is tht
there's no other girl in th world he'd rather be with.

*somewhere [ i n b e t w e e n ]
th laughing for no reason;
stupid arguements;
long talks&making fun of each other,
i fell in love.

*sometimes th two people who are meant
to be are th last one to realize it.

*i know a disease no doctor can treat

*&it all comes down to th last person
you think about before you fall asleep.

*im giving you my heart&hoping
you know what to do with it.

athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.

Friday, July 06, 2007

PON&ZI (:


im gg to love this post to bits.
you guys too;
i suppose.
(:
PON&ZI'S POST !!
WHAHAHA.
it's all gg to be pon&zi's picture !!
GRRRRR.
they're so GODDAMN cute lar !!
^.^





















athazagoraphobia; th fear of being forgotten.